I hate todae. Todae is really not a good day for me. Had a bad day at home and a really really bad day at werk. At home, mother kept on nagging non-stop. Spoils my mood only. Dunno what she's nagging about also. Sometimes i really feel like my ears are going to explode soon. And sometimes i really feel like shouting at her to keep her mouth shout for 1 day. I really cant haf peace at home. And everytime, always haf to look down on me n say all the mean, irritating words. HELLO!!...i'm your daughter ok. Mothers dun go around and say how stupid, ugly and useless their daughter is. And mothers also dun critisize their daughter every single day. Sometimes i really feel like running away from home. i just dun knoe wat is so bad about myself. I'm sure there are kids out there that is far worst than i am. My bro ezpecially. Why doesnt she jump on him on small things? Howcome they got the luxury to do most of the things and i dun? And howcome she always side on them but not me? Hate them all...

At werk also, it sucks like hell. Was so busy todae. There's so many discharges n so many admission todae. And unluckily, the staff nurse in-charge for my side is a "blur" one. *haiyah*...she only knoes how to order us around. Telling us to do this n that, but in the end her werk is still not done. And i really wonder what was she doing tat has been keeping her so busy that she cant do other werk at all? I dare to say that most of the things are done by us, student nurses. It's like, as if we haf been werking there for yrs already and that we knoe how to do almost everything. We can even run the ward on our own. So proud of ourselves. But i still find it sucks coz it was really really busy until we had to delay our breaks 2 hrs later. I dun think i wan to go through that ever again. And yah, my fren gave the wrong milk to a 3 day old baby. Ok, that was the only heart racing incidence we had for todae. The mother told her to make the milk for her baby. She was supposed to make "Anfalac AR" but the thing is she haf not done milk using that milk powder before. So she doent even know how the tin look like. So she asked a staff nurse which one is "Anfalac AR". Unfortunately the staff nurse she asked was a newbie herself, n that staff nurse handed her the wrong milk poowder which is "Enfalac A+". So when she gave the milk to the the mother, the mother found out tat it was wrong milk after feeding the child half of the milk. "Anfalac AR" is supposed to be thicker so the one she was feeding, she find it very liquify. So the next thing happend, we gt a complain. But i dun think it's my frens' fault. I mean she consult the staff nurse when she's in doubt and that staff nurse was the one who gave her the wrong thing. I dun see howcome its her fault. But anyway, she still had to explain the story to the ward sister, just hope she doesnt fail her attatchment. i mean, tml is already our last day, such a watse if she fail.

My sayang is sick todae too. He say he kept on vomitting in the morning n had diarrhea. Went to see the doctor n he said that he gt food poisoning. Kinda funny lah, coz the day before, he went to his frens house for raya visiting. then suddenly todae gt food poisoning. Must be his frens poison him. keke...but hopefully he feels better now. Had slight fever too but i dun tink its tat serious. "Muah...wish i could be there to take care of u sayang. Get well soon k."