Been kinda quiet lately. Got sumting to share wif u guys...these paintings really gt me mesmerized. Hope u guys like it too. If u wan more, can get it frm my photo collection.

Enjoy!!

very relaxing isnt it...?? 

i really hope singapore's island is not like tat... 

this is my favourite 

beauuuutifooooll.... 

one eyed monster?? 

found this funny video at Ais's blog. kekek....

I am so pissed!!

First, i cant overnight at chalet. Then i cant hold my own money. Now, i cant go travelling with my frens. All because i'm a girl.

WTF!!

Stop saying tat i'm a girl and i cant do all those. If i can get the highest rank in red cross, if i can survice 3 torture camps in a month, if i can carry a man who is 2 times my weight, i am more than just a girl!! I am about to be a woman, so stop controlling me.

I wan to run my own life. U are being unfair enuf by treating me the way u are treating me rite now. So pls stop using that "u are a girl" excuse. If I am a "girl" i would be at home baking cookies n cooking meals instead of getting a diploma. If i'm a "girl", i would be in a sewing class instead of this nursing course. If i'm a "girl", i would haf 4 kids rite now. So stop saying that i'm a girl.

Other parents have daughters too. They dun treat them like the way u treat me.

U guys didnt even wish me on my birthday...

And till now, no matter wat i do, u still dun wan to talk to me.

I'm fine wif that.

I hate myself for being in this world.

Can't believe that we are still gng strong. I really hope that both of us could make it to the wedding aisle. hehe...a bit too early to be thinking that i knoe...but i like to plan my future early u see. So there's something to look frward in life.

Anyway, my body is still aching like mad rite now. And tml we are gng to play badminton. I dunno how the hell am i gng to hold the racket since rite now, lifting my hand up is a torture enuf. My project werk is piling up already so looks like another monsoon of stress n irritations is coming up. So i guess u wont be seeing me updating this blog tat often anymore too.

Another BBQ is coming up. WooHooo!! I'm gng to be showered wif chickens n otahs again. haha...yes...all the exercising is gng to be a waste.

Oh yah, i owe u a pic rite?? Remember about this one famous star who kissed me on the cheek? Well, i finally gt the pic (tq sayang) so all of u now can stare n drool at the sexy hunk in the pic. keke...r u jealous now??...

PS: Suddenly i haf the urge to dig her eyeballs n make sambal.

WweEeEeeE!!!!1 

yes...my whole body is aching rite now. For the first time, n at last, i manage to step into the gym. Thought for a beginner i just wan to go slow on myself. But in the end i ended up getting myself a personal trainer and we had to do a "minor version" of NAFA test, just to see where we stand. HAH!! as usual, i'm the "unhealthiest" among the rest. My fat percentage is 35%!! ARGHH!!! that's bloody fatty man....

So all we did todae was 1.6km run(which i could barely do), some stretching and more stretching. I didn't knoe there's so many methods of stretching.....all i wan is to reduce the amnt of fats on my lower half. I just hope i'll haf enuf determination for tat. All i need is to lose 1kg to motivate myself then i can lose more....

I'm so bloody damn fat.

Going to the gym again tml...wish me luck!!

Found this picture somewhere...kekeke. Meet ure new "Boon Lay Idol"....!!!

WooOHOooO!!!

FeEeeWWIiIiTtT!!

woohoo!!! nice guitar babeh!! 

Notice the new blogskin?? haha...thats my b'dae present from my dearest zizie. keke....soooooo nice of her to waste so much of her precious time just to create a new blogskin for me. YIiPPEE!!!! haha...

To zizie:
Thanx for the prezzie. I really do sincerely love it. N moreover it's GREEEN!! haha...cant wait to show it off to other ppl. keke...anyway, once again thank you for the gift. I knoe u haf spent endless time doing this "project" of ures, so i would like to thank u many many many times.
THANK YOU!!! muah...

okie...tat was the first surprise of the day. Next excitement is the ZOOOOOO!!!
WooHoo!! At last, I'm gng to see my long lost bro and sisters. Miss them so much. The place has changed so much. Last time i went there when i was in P6. This time, the place look so brand new. Feel like going there again. My most favourite part was the animal show. Haha...that orang utan pooped on the stage. YUCKS man!! the last ting u wan to see is the animal shitting. The whole show was not bad at all. Of course it's not as extravagant as those in america but considered as entertaining enuf. I love the sea lion..feel like taking it home.

I wan to go zoo again. Maybe i should try n go Night Safari this time. And by the way, just to make u guys jealous, i get to go to the Mandai zoo, Night Safari n Bird Park for free coz i gt a speacial pass. keke...and that pass can cover for 4 ppl. So if any of u guys wans to go to the zoo for free..be nice to me. kekek....

Thank u sayang for that wonderful day. I enjoyed myself.

Ps: made a mistake in my previous entry. the mastermind of tat suprise b'dae celebration was sita, shenes n huiling. haha...so msg to huiling, thanks alot gerl. tat surprise b'dae celebration meant a lot to me. so thank u so much.

n one more thing ppl...i actually wanted to show u guys a picture of me and a very famous performer. He even kiss me on the cheek!! that really made ijal jeelous man..hahah. anyway, i'm waiting for the picture to reach to me so...be patient u guys n keep ure eyes open. Once i gt hold of the picture, i'll post it up asap.

Hmm...todae was like a roller coster ride for me.

20th January....the day i'm suppose to be exhilarated about frm the moment i woke up in the morning. But no...I felt noting. The night before I was kinda upset that dun feel the excitement anymore. And true enuf, this morning when i woke up, it was just like every other day. Not a single wish frm my family, until now. I had my period todae...so that really spoils my mood. And my eyes had to go swollen just when the fun was about to begin.

i really had a bad morning...how i wish i could be with my frens rather than trapped at home. The whole day is wasted. I could haf so much fun in skool...celebrating it wif my frens. But i chose to be alone at home.Why?? Why did i made that decision?? Why did i leave the skool for my home?? There's noting at home....there's noting at all azira. just why the hell did u go home??

My class gave me a surprise birthday party. I was so embarrased at first, coz i look so bad. i'm supposed to look pleasant, after all it's my birthday. But i looked horrible!! I looked like I've been punched on both eyes. I was really thankful for them to haf that surprise party. I was crying with joy when they sang me tat birthday song. My first birthday song for the day.....for the first time, it felt like someone really care about me after a long time. i was really touched. i just wish that I could turn back the time n start the day all over again. i wan to start the day wif joy, not another gloomy day.

When i was walking out of the skool, susu hold me up to pass me another birthday cake. i was really touched...I felt like crying again...they wanted to give me another "party". This time I really realy wish that I could really turn back the time, n not haf this stupid swollen eyes. just y did it haf to happen on my birthday?? I really shouldnt haf gone home...even wif the swollen eyes. I should haf just stayed at skool.

MSg to all my frens:

to Sita, Shenes, Gaga n Francis:
thanks for that surprise class party. I knoe u guys are the mastermind of all this. haha...u guys really made my day. I really really appreciate that "party". The cake was delicious too. and it's chocolate!! My favourite!! keke...thanks again to sita(simon), shenes(sally), gaga(ward sister) n francis(professor). I really really love u guys.

to my classmates:
haha...yah thanks to u guys for participating in that birthday song. keke...I'm sure u guys would be honoured when i say that u guys had just sang me the first b'dae song for the day. yah...i knoe i was kinda too emotional to be crying when u guys sing tat song, but that shows i really do appreciate it. thanks alot for making my day n give me the feeling of a birthday gerl back. That is the best present i ever had.

to susu, my gf:
i knoe i kinda spoil ure plan to haf a second b'dae party for me, so i'm sorry for that. I should haf just stayed in skool wif the swollen eyes. but anyway, thanks for the cake. I will not touch it until monday. We will cut the cake together k wif the rest of the gang. Of course we can skip the b'dae song part. I've not peep on the cake even. So monday will be the day i first see the cake. I dun wan to ruin the surprise u guys had planned. Thanks again su.

To my sayang:
muah...u're the best-est bf i ever had. iin fact. u're my 1st and onli bf and i'm not ashame of that. thanks alot for being there for me...always. haha...u were the first person to wish me happy birthday, even if there's another 3 more hrs to go. and thanks for trying to make me feel happy on my birthday. tml we're gng to go zoo. I just cant wait to see u. i miss u so much. love u sayang.

i really wish that i could start the whole day again.

happy birthday to me...

frm me.

WEEEE!!!!!

It's over!!!!!

It's finally over!!!!!

I can literally feel the burden on my shoulders are now gone!!!

WEeeeEEe!!!

Had my psychology presentattion todae. Am so glad that 1 presentation is now over. Presentation went smoothly....noting big happen. We had a huge gigantic TV for our presentation just to make it more interesting.

WoooHooo~

The TV's damn huge man. The whole class can fit in. kekek....at that TV actually cost us more than $40. Getting the props n setting it up was a killer man...but it is all worth it. I really hope we would get an A for tat presentation, coz basically, everyone was laughing throughout the whole role play.

EXCITING~...

After the presentation we had our BCLS theory test. As I expected, the paper was not a killer, it will never be. It's just tricky, they ust wan to see whether u're alert n attentive enuf. So I really hope i didnt make much mistake coz the maximum no. of mistakes u can make is 6. We need to get 80% correct to pass the paper.

Tml is BCLS practical. I really hope I will pass. I dun wan to fail n haf to retake on another day. But i heard tat a lot of ppl fail. U haf to be perfect to pass the practical..man....I really hope i wont fail.

Wish me luck!!

Miss u sayang. muakz

2 more days.....

yes...tat's wat we are now. EXHAUSTED!!! 

presentation in progress. TURN ON TO CHANNEL 6!!! 

Grp 1 family portrait....aaAaaWwWw.... 

we gt the whole class in the TV...awesome!! 

Finally...I manage to find time to upload the BBQ ppictures. So pictures are up now. If u wan more can visit my shutterfly account k!! Enjoy!!

moi n moi sister 

our sec 4 form teacher. was so greatful tat she came down 

ok...another "love birds" in action. I swear i dunno wat the hell are they doing 

Aisyah is really hungry. N zie looks like she LOVES to be eaten 

our "unofficial" satay mascot 

mORE FOOD!!! 

FOOD!!!! 

busy busy busy.... 

okie...lately i haf not been updating my blog coz i'm so totally pack!!! after one thing there's another list of things to do. Man i'm stressed!!

BBQ was great!! In fact it was perfect!!! I really feel like having another BBQ again but this time, maybe with those we are close wif so tat we can colect the $$ first. Anyway, was suppose to reach east coast at 2.30pm but was having some problems with my bee hoon so i apologise to zie n teddie for patiently waiting for us. Then i had to get Lee Kheng to come to my house to help me carry the beehoon n chicken down coz i haf onli 2 hands...so many mnay mnay THanx to lee kheng!!! Susu came down to my place with a taxi n we're off to EAST COAST!!

Once we're there, we started the fire immediately coz we knoe tat none of us a specialist in building a fire...by the time the fire is up, we are all starving like mad!! Was kinda worried about my bee hoon coz i find it kinda tatseless, but most of them says that it was nice, so i guess i gt poor taste buds receptors. SuSu's "shepherd pie" was mouth savouring!! haha...i really love it. I'm gng to make myself one someday soon....The marinated chicken tasted marvelous!!! it was perfecto!! The night before i had a freaking hard time worrying abt the chicken coz when i tasted the marinating sauce, it was bloody damn salty!!! I was so afraid that the chicken would be salty too...n by the way, in case u guys wan to complain abt my chicken, let me just tell u the process of "chicken marinating". Before i can marinate it, i had to carry the damn 8kg of chickens up to 12 floor, defroze them for 5 hrs, cutting the "tail" off (for those who had NEVER clean a chicken before, u wont understand wat i'm talking abt), breaking the joints, making 2 slits each on the chickens n then wash them. And there's 80 chickens to be wash!!!! So.....u better think twice before saying anything. The same goes for the bee hoon. Stiring 2 huge packets of beehoon in a pan is no fun!! I get cramps in my arms becoz of the beehoon. Sooo....i just wan to add here that we(whoever is involve in the preparing of the food/drinks) didnt purposely do any mistakes, things just happen. So stop complaining....malay has this saying "whoever eats the chilly, they will taste the spicyness of it". *wink*

Anyway, back to our BBQ event, no. of ppl came was expected. Maybe minus 1 or 2....but the most amazing part is that Miss Murty came!!!! AARGGHHH!!!! Shame to those ppl who purposely refuse to come to our BBQ coz if our ex-form teacher could make it, y not u!! Had lots of snapshots...felt like a superstar for awhile. Then it was back to BBQ-ing. At first i thought tat the sting rays would be wasted coz it took such a damn looooooong time to cook, but at the end of the day, we still manage to cook all 7 pieces. So in short, we didnt waste any food!!! woohooo~

me. susu, darren n ais had to do the cleaning up part.....but of course before that, the rest of the gang did help out here and there lah, so thax peeps!! Likar n her annoying guy dropped by for while so thanx to them too for dropping by!! Sangee was suppose to came by too for awhile but she was too far away frm us n the time is nearly 12, so we had a small feast between ourselves with the food tat we saved for sangee. kekeke....

We left the place at 11.45pm n shared a cab home. AISYAH!!!! I will forever remember that U stole my taxi!!! kekeke.....

The next day, which is sunday, i had a grp meeting to buy our props. Man...i was so poofed out the day before, n now we had to go shopping for our project props. Went to Bras Basah with Shenes n sita, my grp members, spent like nearly $40 on styrofoam,papers n glue. After tat had a hard time bringing it back home coz the styrofoams are huge!!! Then later in the evening went to meet sayang at his place. Was suppose to get a new pair of jeans but i cant get any that could fit me confortably, that's when i realized tat i am REALLY REALLY fat!! need to do sumting about it already...instead of just saying "need to do sumting about it already".

So again...one whole day was packed wif activities.

The next day, which is todae, class was suppose to start at 3pm for me but i had to come to skool way early in the morning to do our project. So ended up gng to skool at 10am. We're supposed to complete our "plasma tv" todae n the hard copy of the project too, but the "plasma tv" was taking up so much time that we hardly had any time left for the role play practise. So tml, again we had to come to skool at 10am to practice our role play eventhough our class satrts at 2pm.

This month is really not a good month for me. Really gt a hectic life this month, lots of money problem, family....*huh*...i dun haf to say more.....skool werk is really piling up. And i still havent start studying for my BCLS, the test is this wednesday n we are only allowed to make 4 mistakes.

ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!

All i wan to do now is to just lie down n do noting....but i just can't. Coz i would start thinking about my projects, my problems n the whole process goes through again.

Sometimes, i really feel like like screaming at those ppl who are being so irritating n all they knoe is to complain about others n point out their faults without knoeing wat's the true cause of a certain wrong doings. For those of u who has now realize that ure one of those people, pls do sumting about it coz so far, i haf been keeping quiet about every nasty/sarcastic comments u haf made. So dun let me do things that u dun wish to see...u might just regret it.

I am in a no mood to be kind...

My ovulation period is over and my menstrual phase is near. So u dun wan to mess wif me.

yeah...went shopping....in the market.

went to buy all the BBQ stuff on wednesday. Not tat we are so kan chiong or wat...yesterday was the onli day that both of us are free. It's the only day that we end early at 3pm. Todae n tml we gng to haf lessons all the way till 6pm ++. Did I tell u that my com was confiscated by my father?? It was all my brother's fault. And now, my father confiscated the wires n we bloody hell cant play it. huh!!! idiotoz!!

Anyway, i had a great time doing marketing wif susu. Now we are officially aunties. Went to buy the sting rays n hot dogs at Boon Keng's Shen Shong. The shop is so damn cramp up n the aunties there dun even care if they just swing their basket full of fish to ure butt. Luckily i never fart at those fishes. But was still in a good mood coz the sting rays only cost us $5.00 ++. haha...was expecting it to reach more than $10. Then we realized that they dun haf 3-joint chicken wings, satay n otah. So guess awt, from the McNair road we had to carry the fishes, the sauces and the corns to Kallang NTUC. Well, at least we get to make ourselves exercise after the 10001 excuses.

At NTUC, again we were pushing the trolleys like aunties. searching for chickens n otahs. So we found the chickens, we found the otahs, we found the charcoals.....BUT NO SATAY!!! They dun even haf wire mesh!!! oh man...haf to make a second visit to the shops again.

Carrying bags n bags of BBQ stuff is like hell. I really wonder how the hell we manage to squeeze our way through in the bus. By now we were worrying like hell about the fish. Wondering if it has tur bad by now. Luckily an angel came to help us. kekeke....we called up lee kheng if we can tumpang some things at her home, including the fish. So we met her at the bus stop n passed the charcoal n the fish to her. Had a hard time squeezing the chickens into my freezer....

On thursday, we made a 2nd trip to the ntuc at Ang Mo kio. Bought most of teh veggie stuffs n some logistics stuffs, plus.....we added new dish to the menu. So there's gng to be prawns n mashed patato with butter. WooOohOOo!!! compliments to susu!! she insist on the mashed patato so she's using her own pocket money to get the ingredients. Anyway there's only 20 piece of TIGER prawns so the bird catches the worm!!! haha...those who come 1 min late...so too bad. the prawns are all in our tummy!! yum yum....n by the way the prawn is actually from my own pocket money so dun worry, we dun charge u for the prawns n mashed potato. BBQ price will still remain as $6.00 but of course u are most welome to be generous enuf to pay us more.
hehe...

Tml is the BBQ!!!

I really hope tml it doesnt rain.....

pls dun rain...

let it be shine...

pls....

LISTEN UP PPL!!!

For our BBQ on sat, instead of paying us $5, we had to raise up the price by a dollar. So now all of u guys coming for the BBQ haf to contribute $6. We're so sorry for the inconvenience caused. We gt no choice but to make it $6 coz we reallized tat $5 each would not be enuf for us to buy enuf food n stuff. But i promise u that if we manage to spend within the bugdet, the remaining cash we will return back to u. I hope u guys will co-operate n pay up $6 on sat coz both me n susu need to eat rice. We dun wan to be a pauper after the BBQ.

Thanx alot!!

I'm more worried of the weather than our BBQ food. I just hope it wont rain in that day. Ok...so almost everything is settled now. i just need to find out if sya is able to cook mee goreng for us or not. If not, i haf to do it myself...which is gng to be very the "leceh"(troublesome) since i gt so many things to carry already on tat day.

Anyway, i getting lots of help frm the others. LeeKheng has offered to get the utensild needed for tat day so i dun haf to worry about tat. Zizie is gng to be in-charge of the drinks n buying some small2 things so tat's settled. I guess corrine is gng to bring all her junk food. So tml, all we need to get is the BBQ food. I really hope we can stay within our bugdet. From the look of it, I think we might overshot.

I really hope it wont rain on saturday...

pls dun rain....

noting special....no excitement no noting. tml's hari raya n i'm studying biology tonite. yeah....so fun!!

she msged him again. this time she says tat she's gng to tranfer $50 to his account on 27th jan. yeah...rite...we'll see whether the money will reach us or not.

so bored...he's sleeping n it's onli 8pm.

so bored....

too many ppl shout at my "shoutout box" n one day...so here are my replies.

Darran:
stop acting cute boi. n by the way cats dun eat pig. we eat fish....we are veri cautious with our diet.

Zizie:
changing no. is so leceh. if u haf 150 names in ure phnbk, u haf to let tat 150 ppl knoe tat u gt a new no. so our plan now is just to ignore her....maybe make her to pay up also. but just ignore her if she starts to play merry go around again.

Aisyah:
haha...ure idea of halal tailong is different frm our idea. zizie taught me to be a halal tailong. simply just hang the "halal" chicken's head in the front door instead of the pig. I'm still thinking about dipping it into the curry...

Corrine:
yes u may. just bring watever junk food u haf at home. in fact, if u haf too much food at home, contribute some to our BBQ charity..kekeke. names confirmed are:-

(1) jin bang

(2) me

(3) susu

(4) corrine

(5) kenneth tan

(6) wenting

(7) leekheng

(8) zizie n teddie

(9) Dinesh

k...tats all the name i gt.

So fast it's sunday already. and tml is monday...bcak to skool. haiyah....they should make monday part of the weekends too. There's too many weekdays.

Went out wif Aisyah yesterday but before that, went to meet zie n susu at boon keng mac. We were planning for our bbq n these are the menu for the day.

(1) chicken wings (marinated with bbq sauce)

(2) hotdogs (a must item)

(3) corns

(4) satay n otah (maybe but most probably)

(5) sting rays

(6) fried bee hoon

(7) blueberry syrup drinks

ok...so i hope whoever is reading this is tempted to go for our bbq. So far, only about 10 ppl haf confirmed with us that they are coming. Kinda sux lah, coz i was expecting more than tat. But anyway, we are preparing the food for 20 ppl, so i just hope the no. will grow.

And before i forget, we made a new fren at the "sheng shong" supermaket. We were wondering if 2 packets of bee hoon would be enuf or too much for 20 ppl n then suddenly there was this auntie who just budge in n say this beehoon(pointing to a packet of beehoon) is cheaper than tat bee hoon. haha...so in the end we just "layankan"(play along) with her.

Now i knoe y my mother takes so long to buy eggs.

Went to meet Ais at 2.30pm at Causeway point. We watched Narnia yesterday. The movie was superb!! I really love it. It was so captivating that Ais even cried at the end of the show. kekeke....ooOoppps. sorry Ais...kekeke. U guys should really catch it. I love the fighting scene.

She's disturbing my bf again. I really dunno wat the hell she wants from him. She owes him a huge sum of money, he tries to make her pay but she kept on running away, n now when he's just too tired to chase her around, she came looking for him. She sent him a msg 2 days ago, saying tat she wans to meet him at nite at some place. The excuse was she wanted to talk about his money n to apologise or sumting. Luckily he's clever, he doesnt fall for it n refuse to meet her. Then yesterday she sent him another msg, asking him whether he knoes wat's her motif. I told ijal to reply her wat issit that she really wants. And gues wat she replied....

"Since u knoe me so well, u tell me wat my motif is."

WTF!!!! She's trying to play merry-go-round here. I haf a feeling she just wan his attention. I mean, just when he stopped msging her about the money, she started msging him. i dunno about him, bt i just cant stand it. I cant stand her being with him. WTF!!! I wan her out of our life n never been seen or heard by any of us anymore. I just hate her....

Yes...i am freaking jealous.

Had another huge argument again just outside our class todae abt the groupings...again. Basically it's just that A,B n C who's not happy about the grouping. What the heck..they gt a really big mouth to coz chaos man. It's like 3 vs. the rest of the class n yet the battle takes 2 days to end instead of just 2mins. They can become those irritating aunties already who kept on bargaining with the fishmonger until they get their price.

Haiyah...

Was too lazy to defend or help any of them to sttle tis "dispute" so basically i was just satnding rite in between of them, staring at the wall, while all of them started shouting, arguing, f**cking an everything.....all becoz of groupings. My god, wat the heck.....

But anyway, now all the groupings are settled(i hope), n i can tell u, surely some of them will forget which group they are in for which module. coz rite now, we haf different grps for different modules n we gt 4 modules presentation....MAn.....thanks gerls....thanx alot.

Still am trying to control my diet....yesterday i checked my weight n bloody hell i put on 1kg!! How can i put on 1 kg when i only eat 1 meal perday for the past 3 days!!! AARRRGGHHH!!!!

HELP ME!!!!!!!

In my skool's com lab rite now. gt 1 hr break n i dunno wat to do. Im on a diet so i'm trying to avoid the canteen n watever food i see. Must control myself if i wan to lose weight. If i were to lost even 1kg, i'd be the happiest gerl in the whole world.

Anyway had our first lecturer for the day just now. Was about the maternity n infant tingy. Was really amazed about our body after the lecture. Was really interesting to knoe that ure body actually changes alot during pregnancy. N guys, listen to this, if u get ure gerl pregnant, her bra size will grow at least 2 size bigger. HAhaha...i guess tat's good news for u guys. But girls beware, after ure labour n if u didnt wear a good supportive maternity bra, ure breast will remain as it is. That is...saggy!! So, go n shop for a good bra now. kekeke....

Am reallie interested in this module. God's creation realli does amaze me.....

The lecturer realli inspires me when she says "Mothers are so wonderful that they actually can create life."

Man...how i wish to be talking to my mother now....

My gosh!! i really hate my class. I just wonder how other class can be so united where else ours is like hell. There's no sense of unity. Even because of grouping for class project also can cause so much chaos.

Listen to this...

We were having psychology tutorial as our last class. The lecturer told us to get into 5 groups. So since for the past 3 semesters we had been doing the "drawing lots" method, this time we allow the ppl to choose their own members. So me n Likar(the class leader) thought that everyone would be happy wif that. But in the end, we gt so much quarrels n unhappiness. U see, there's this 3 gerls aka "pain-in-the-ass-bitches". Lets just call them A, B n C. The A n B insisted that we do the "drawing lots" method n her excuse is that it's unfair for the china gerls coz they are being left out. The C is absent. The rest of us were against it (of course), n by the way we already settled wif most of the groups. Only 2 grps are not really settled yet, the A, B n C grp and the other grp. That other grp is 1 member short n that A, B n C grp has 1 extra member. So obviously one person frm their grp haf to go to the other grp. The thing is none of them wans to go and since C is absent, the lecturer just push C into that other grp. So A n B is not happy n continued insisting on the "drawing lots" method eventhough when all the grps are now settled.

The thing is, even if we haf the drawing lots method, they are sure to enchange the number n in the end, they will still end up with their own gang. I dun see the purpose of doing so. Even the lecturer agreed with us.

The story doesnt end there. At the end of the class, A n B went to confront the lecturer n tried to get back thier fren C into the grp n contiued insisting on the "drawing lots". The lecturer refuse coz he too doesnt see the point. And the worst thing is, they say tat the smart ones (A pointed to names in the list. i can't see whose name she's pointing to) are all grouped together and most of the china gerls are left together so the china gerls cannot survive.

HELLOO!!! those "china" gerls can be much more intelligent than u are ok. So u haf no right to say that they cant survive like as if they are stupid or wat. Stop discriminating them.

The worst of all is this F guy(likar's bf). After the whole "approaching" incident, F went up to A, pulled her back until she almost lost her balance and try to confront her abt the "grouping" thingy. Me n Likar had to push him away frm her. Seriously, i was kinda afraid that he will punch or slap her or wat. Anyway, just to tell u a little bit of the background history about this 2 ppl, A n F used to be in the same grp before n there were complains saying that F didnt do part of his share of the project. And F finds that A is a bitch and usually when they haf a meeting, they forgot to let F knoe. So both of them hated each other b4 already...i think lah.

But anyway, the moral of the story is, "bitches are everywhere, so beware".

But somehow....the way i see it, it's like as if we(the majority ones) are the one who is the wrong. i dunno y...but it just look that way.

haha...weird.

OK peeps...pay close attention to this announcement.

It has been confirmed that there will be a 4E2 BBQ cum gathering at East Coast.

Date: 14/1/2006
Time: 3pm
Place: East Coast
Pit no.: D33

Pls spread the word around. If can, we wan the whole 4E2 ppl to come to our gathering. But pls remember to bring exact change of $5.00 on tat day. Me n susu will be collecting them coz we are gng to use our $$ first to get all the foods, drinks n logistics.

Looking forward for the BBQ!!

One more thing!! Pls confirm with us whether ure coming or not by this week. If u're coming, just msg me or susu. We want to knoe how many ppl are gng so we can buy enuf food.

Thanx!!

1st of January. A veri important day for 2 ppl i knoe. One was born on tat day and the one is about to get enganged. 2 veri different occasion in one family. haha...Ijal's bithday is on tat day and Kak Faiza (ijal sis) is getting "tunang" (enganged) on the same day too.

WooHooo~

So fun!! Went to his house at arnd 12pm and by the time i reach there, was sent back down by the sis to go and collect the hantaran. For those who dont understand me, hantaran is some thing like gifts u give to the other party. So these gifts are creatively decorated which ended up not looking anthing like its' original self. Anyway...we had to travel like 2-3 blocks away to collect them and when we reached there, there were like soooooo mnay hataran to be transfered. How the hell are we gng to carry them. Some more there's only the 4 of us, me, ijal, his bro Fazely n his cousin. So all of us had to carry 2 things and still make a second trip back. Before we even reach our blk, i was sweating like mad and my hands feels like falling apart. Even now, I can still feel cramps. It is so damn heavy....even in cross, carrying benches are much more lighter. Ok, when we went back for the 2nd trip, ijal's other cousin tagged along. This time we learnt our lesson, we took the van instead.

Weeeee~

But this time there's not much things to carry, so i still find that we are idiots.

Kak Faiza is so damn prettay~. Sooo sweet...so jambu. haha...i'm so jealous of her. I guess for her, the most climax part was when the guys side came to the house. They reached at about 2pm i think and tats when the ceremony was officially started. The guys family will present the ring to the girls family and then a representative will put tat ring onto the gerl who's getting enganged, and tat is Kak Faiza. I couldnt stop snapping pictures coz that it was so exciting. hehe....then after tat everything is over for Kak Faiza. No more suspense for her anymore.

The food was superb!! I love the ayam masak lemak . I think that is gng to be my next fav. dish. OK, after the whole thing is finally over, Fazely n his cousin decided to sabo Kak Faiza. So they smeared cake onto her "profesionally make-up" face. Haha...she look kinda cute lah with yellow and pink coloured cheeks. If only i took a pic of her....

Later at night we had a small b'dae party for ijal. Just a very simple one. We read some prayers, light the candle, make a wish, blow the candle then cut the cake. tats all...and of course, ijal, his cousin and the bro had a small "cake smearing" session. I guess tats the only fun part for ijal. Oh yah, i tink i forgot to tell u guys. Somewhere in the afternoon, Ijal had to go and collect his bike from the workshop. The whole repair cost him $280. That really sux. Ok, let me tell u a small little secret. I gave him $200 as his b'dae gift and i knoe that his plan was actually to use tat money to buy games and maybe some other stuffs. Now, he had to use TAT money to repair his bike n moreover, forked out $80 extra. That is so damn unfair!! I really do pity him. Just wish that things will turn around soon.

Photos below, if u wan more u can get it at my shutterfly k.

brotherly love...i think. 

kak Faiza, so sweet in white.

yes...i knoe i knoe...ure happy.  

Finally!! the ring is now in her hands....finger. 

getting ready for the handing over of the ring. 

the guys' hantaran