Not in the mood to type so basically, i'm just gng to give a summary about my last day in SGH.

Was really excited in the morning coz it was my last day in SGH and also coz i'm gng out wif ijal after my werk. But when i reach werk, all the excitement was gone and "boredness" came to me. Was too lazy to do any werk so basically, i tried to hide myself . Then suddenly i was struck by Mr Panic. I mean, i just realised that i knoe noting about specimen tubes and their forms. These things are actually veri important coz almost everyone that's admitted, u need to get their blood or urine or watever kind of specimen. And u need to knoe which tube goes to which form. AARRRGGHH~!! Do u knoe how many coloured tubes and types of forms are there!! Man...sometimes i really wonder, am i gng to make it?? How the hell those satff nurses do it??

Anyway, we gave the ward a cake. It's a blackforest cake i bought frm Cocco shop at Boon Keng. Then at the end of the day, we cut them up and it tasted not bad. Slightly better than the typical cake. After werk, headed back straight home......bathed.......changed...then went to Orchard to meet Ijal. Gave him an early B,dae present (go and ask him if u wan to knoe wat is it) and we went to eat at Sakura at Far East.

the best part was he bought me an early B'dae gift too!! He bought me this really fat turtle plushie, a journal book and 3 Jughead's comic. Yippee!!! Not even January and i already get my B'dae gift frm him.

WoooOohoOOo`

I really love the turtle. I show it to u guys some other day, kept on forgetting to take a pic of it. It feels just like hugging a fat panda. So fat.

Tmorrow i'm gng to Ijal house. His sis is getting engange and they are gng to haf a small B'dae party for him too. Excited?? Kinda....Nervous?? Absolutely!! I mean, there's gng to be his whole family and relatives gethering there and i'm like an outsider budging in into the picture. Feel so...outkast. Just hopefully in didnt turn out that way.

Oh yah..before i forgot. Ijal's bike gt rampage. Maybe not really rampage lah....just some "adjustment". Some maniac stole his bike's seat, clutch and something else(couldnt remember). Man....wat is wrong wif this ppl!! Of all the bike, only his bike gt "adjusted". Somehow, it makes me feel that it's done by somebody we knoe. Well, we just cant jump to conclusions could we.....Damn u bike "adjuster"!!!

Just wish that u could haf make that *PR.....

Happy Bitrthday sayang!!! Dun worry about the bike....we could share $$ to get new parts k.
muah...

Hate some of the doctors. Especially those who are very higly ranked and damn arrogant. Listen to this n u tell me whether she's being a bitch or not.

I was at my sattion when my frens came over to me asking me about the difference between PCN and PCNL. That bitchy doctor was there too, doing her werk. Then i told my frens tat i only know PCN is that tube on the patients body and the PCNL is the procedure where they crush the stones in the kidney. The bitch doctor heard, so she turned to me an said "PCN and PCNL are 2 different procedures. Pls get ure facts rite before u make any judgement. U are like indiectly KILLING ure patients." All of us were like stunt. My in-charge who had just walked in an heard only the last few lines were speechless too.

Ok, so i guess my concept is wrong. As is said, "tats wat i knoe". I didnt say that i'm an expert in all this procedures thingy. And by the way, u dun even haf to use that bitchy tone of ures or try to be sarcastic. If we are in the wrong, yes, pls do correct us. But pls stop looking down on us, i knoe ur'e like high up there wif all those 'certs" and degrees but that doesnt mean ppl will respect. N by the way ppl, she's a consultant, which is very "big", so i guess u can iimagine how this ppl will behave.

we walked away after being "corrected" by that bitch and asked our staff nurse abt it. Then when i came back to the station (after she haf left) i found my staff nurse in-charge and the Enrolled nurse complaining about her. They say that from last time she's a bitch. Always looking down on the nurses and always blame on the nurses for not doing their job. The the managemnet of the patient is pooor, she blame the nurses. If the patients are getting well very fast, she says the doctors are very good. What the heck!!! As far as i'm concern, we are like the ones who's sweating our ass off caring for the patients the whole day where selse, they "doctors" only sees the patient just for 5-10mins per day and give some orders. And by the way, if the doctors didnt order anything for the patients, we nurses cant do anything too. So if ure "clever' doctors refuse to do anthing, dun blame us for not mnaaging the patient well. Bitch...

Luckily, tml is already my last day. I cant wait for it. Cant wait to just end the whole posting. If not because of some of those bad "apples" i would haf enjoyed my posting here. Just wonder y some ppl wans to be so arrogant, irritating, and rude. Wouldnt ure day be much better if u just treat everyone nice. U knoe, they haf this saying "wat goes around, comes around" not for noting ok.

Tml i'm gng out wif ijal. Yipppeee!! So looking forward to it. Since this month i'm not going to give my mother any money, so i guess i haf some extra for myself. Oh yah, by the way this morning i acciently tore my contact lens. I dunno how it happened but when i wan to put it, i reallised that one piece is gone. *sigh*. haf to go and make a new one now....

And before i forget, my "lost shoe" is found. Hahah...ended up my "smallie mallie assy hollie" brother wore it to go to werk. Chicken....HE WORE MY SHOE TO MAKE KARIPAP!!!! But anyway, my shoe is safe and in a stable condition so noting to worry. :)

Miss u sayang

I'm beginning to think that someone's out there to get me. Never in my life haf been so unlucky like todae. Dunno who jinx me also. Last night, my cat happily urine on my sling bags. yes bagSSSS, my both sling bagSSS. That cat really need to be castrated. Then this afternoon, just when i was about to go to werk, i found out my shoes were gone. GONE!!! HILANG!! VANISHED!! DISSAPEARED!!! Bloody hell...who the hell stole my shoes. That person even took my SOCKS AWAY!!! my gosh...wat kind of a robber is he/she. And i knoe u guys might be thinking y the hell i put my shoes outside rite?? For years, i haf been keeping my shoes in the shelfs outside my house n noting was stolen...not even the socks. Then todae, that person haf just break the record. He/she is the first person to steal it!! Idiotoz!! I curse that person, whoever took it, we will be run down by a dumpster. Or better, whoever took it and wear it, that person will haf the stinkiest feet in the whole world. No choice, i had to use my old shoes, the one that gives me leg cramps.

Was so damn pissed off. I think, on my way to werk, i sulk the whole journey. I really got no mood. Really feel like screaming and slam every single thing/creature/idiots that's on my way. Then, wehn i was gng down the escalator, i dropped my phone 3 times!!! I swear i didnt do it purposely ok. It feels more of like, someone knock it off my hands. IDIOTOZ!!! When i reach to werk, i gt a blister forming up at my heels. AARRGGHHH!!! I haven't even start werk and there's already blister!! how to survive!!! I hate those shoes...i seriously need to get a new one soon. I used 6 plasters and 2 huge tegaderm to cover up those blisters....

Pls excuse me...

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Thats better....

love u sayang

Just checked my skool time table, it's not as bad as wat my frens were yakking abt. I mean, it's the typical skool time table that has existed thousands of years ago. What do u expect?? Start at 10am and end at 1pm?? The only day i end early is on Wednesday. Finish at 3pm, so after that i guess i can go and catch a movie or wat...keke.

I haf to get a journal soon. At least before skool starts. I dun need a nice2 expensive ones. Just a simple ones will do....and it HAF to haf lots of pages.....and big too...maybe not so big...just an A4 size....yah, i tink tats it.

Still am not talking to her. But sometimes, i feel tat she's trying to piss me off but it just wouldt werk. I mean, sometimes when i was around her, she will like PURPOSELY bang and slam things around and sigh loudly or nag to herself, loud enuf just for me and her to hear. But i just dun care....i dun even feel a slight irritant or anger when she does tat anymore. I haf succesfully block myself frm paying attention to any of her nuisance. EUREKA!!! haha...yah i knoe its bad. But as the day goes by, i'm getting more n more tired of her childishness. And from wat i see now, nobody in the house respects her anymore. Kinda pity her, but it's all her fault. She started it......

HoHOHO!!!
Merry Christmast!!!

Kinda a boring christmast this year. There;s noting on tv except for "Princess Diaries" which i miss coz i was out with ijal. Other than that, basically i just spend my whole day sleeping. Went to meet ijal at 6pm at Dhoby Ghaut. Suppose to haf our dinner at Sakura but i guess walking to Far East frm PS on an empty stomach will be a torture for him ( n for me too i guess) so we ended up eating at BK again. Been wanting to go n see christmast lights at orchard with him, so at last, he agreed to bring me there. hehe..muah! The day didnt turn out the way i expect it to be but, oh well, u win some u lose some rite..? I even missed gazing the most exciting part of christmas lights in the middle of orchard due to some unavoidable dispute.....*sigh*. well at least we made it up after tat....i think.

No fun.

No fun at all....

Miss u. muah

Cant believe some ppl can just be so bitchy....

Just imagine somebody owe u a big some of money and refuses to pay. Dun u just feel like punching that bloody arse face.

Thats wat i feel like now. although it's not my money, but it's my future husbands money.

Bloody bitch. If onli i could get my hands on her...

U're dead bitch.

Sic!!

I love yesterday!! So relax in the ward. And again, i get my fav. staff nurse in charge of the rooms. SN Maizurah. I really like her alot. She's so nice and friendly and she will let u do almost everything. So this is kinda my only chance to practice my every single nursing skills on a real life breathing dummy.

Anyway, yesterday was a total slack. My incharge and my junior both also very the slack. We got not much admission to do and most of my patients are ambulating ones so most of the time we were sitting at the nurses station, talking. Then there's the christmas song playing and all of us started singing. haha...so fun. We were totally possesed by the christmas spirits. Anyway, i was more interested iin interviewing Kak Maizurah. She's gng back to NYP next year to do her Advanced Dip. so i just wan to find out about the bond and everything. She says that SGH will sponsor ure study for Advanced Dip. and u dun haf to pay a single cent. Moreover u will still get ure basic payment. The only thing is tat u haf to pay back the bond for 3 yrs. So for my case, if i were to take that sponsorship for Advanced Dip. in total i haf to pay back my bond 6 yrs!! Man...thats an awful lot of yrs!!! But i'm sure i dun wan to remain as a Diploma holder only. I would like to get a degree but getting a degree would cost me $30 000++. AAARRgggHHH!! Must start saving now!!! Oh well, even if i didnt get to go for my degree course, at least i must get my Advanced Dip. roll. I tink i wan to specialize in renal system. I find tat it's more ineteresting....

Todae was a great day too!! My father just gt his bonus so went he came back home, he was handing us all a $50 note bill each. WOOW!!! It's been so long since he gave us money. I tink the last time he shares his bonus money was like 5 yrs ago. Hahah!! It's true!!! Everybody IS in their christmas spirit!! Now that i'm $50 richer, maybe tml i can go out with my sayang. YIPPE!! And i get to watch my Narnia at last!! YiPPEE!!! But again, come to think of it, maybe i should just save it coz gt 2 major birthdays coming up. His and mine!!! So might as well save it and spend it later, something like a huge celebration for 2 bitrhdays. Hmm...yah maybe.

Love u sayang and miss u.

SOoooOOooo tired. Just got back ffrom hospital...and todae i really did werk my ass off. Actually, yesterday too. Yesterday I was kinda veri lucky, i gt poted to a High Dependency Unit room so it's really is a golden appotunity for me to experience wat's it's like werking in a High D. unit, coz it's very rare for us students to get to go in there since most of the patience are like, seriously ill. So who knoes we might just give them an earlier pass to hell or heaven. But anyway, i enjoyed werking there coz i get to werk wif my favourite staff nurse, SN Maizurah. Hehe...she's been werking there for 2 yrs already so there's not much of age gap between us, so u can imagine how the unit was run. Damn funny sia she and another SN Azlin. It's like the whole unit was run by 3 teenagers, so most of the time we were making fun of the patients. haha, i knoe it's bad lah but we need to de-stress too u knoe. And btw it's not all the patients, just the irritating ones.

But actually, before i was transfered to High D. unit, i was over at my original assigned room 27 n 28. I really hate the staff nurse in-charge. She's like the first one who makes me angry and so far, she the first and only nurse that i find very rude, unfriendly, arrogant. She's frm China and she's a Senior Staff Nurse. What happen was, in the morning, after they passed the report, they told me to go over to the hIgh D. unit for awhile just to help to sponge the patients for awhile. So they told me to do it with another enrolled nurse. But the other enrooled nurse was still taking report for her room, so i went to give gargle for my patients first and gave all of them their new set of pajamas. After tat, the enrolled nurse was still taking the report, so i went over to the nurses station, sat there and flipped through the "parameters chart" coz i want to list down which are the hrly monitoring and which are the 4 hrly monitoring. So wat happen was, that Senior Staff Nurse saw me sitting there. She came up to me and asked me in the rudest tone she could ever use "Excuuuuse me. why are u sitting here?? This is morning time. There's alot of patients u can give gargle. I dun wan to see u sitting here." Bloody hell!!! She even dare to stare at me. Well, my dear bittchy Senior Staff Nurse, for ure infomation i haf already done all the necessary things that's needed for my rooms. I was just waiting for the Enrolled Nurse to be done with her report so tat we can start off with the High D. unit.
After that incident, i stayed at the High D. for rest of the day. i dun even wan to go back and haf her as my in-charge. Such a pain in the ass. So bitchy. So early in the morning make me angry already...bitchy, bitchy, bitch!!!

As for todae, it was kinda busy in the morning. I was a lone most of the time coz the enrolled nurse was busy with the other room so i feel kinda proud lah coz tis is like the first time i'm hendling everything alone!! U sually there's always somebody with me, either an EN, SN or my fren. Anyway, i gt this one auntie who is verry very damn cute. Actually she's more of an "a'ma" lah..haha. She's 70 ++ already. We told her that she's gng to the Uro OT coz the wan to scane her bladder. She doesnt understand so i translate to her in the simplest way that she can understand. I told her she's going down to take a picture of her bladder. Then she say "OOoooh, gambar ah!! Ambik gambar ah!!" So i thought she gt it and i just change her to her OT gown. Then suddenly she ask me for acomb coz she wan to comb her hair, scared later she look ugly. I was wondering, y the hell she need to look nice. It's just a scan wat. Then she told me "Nanti ambik gamber kita tiga orang ah. U, me(pointing to her self), and she(pointing to my fren)." Thats when i started laughing like mad!!! Hahah...she think wat, this is Konica issit. But in the end, i didnt even try to explain to her coz i knoe it will just be a waste of time.

Cute lah tat auntie...

AARRGGHhhh!!!!

I can't believe im gng back to SGH!! yah babeh, holidays are over and now ure back to werk, werk, werk!!! Man...feels like just yesterday i had my holday. Feel so half hearted to go back SGH....so lazy. This time I'm posted to ward 55B. It's a Urology ward where u will find most patient with urinary system problems. Most of the cases are like Benign Prostate Hypertrophy(BPH), kidney/bladder stones, tumors and many more. I bet u guys might be wondering wat the hell is BPH rite?? Only the men will get it coz only THEY haf prostate(for those who doesnt knoe tat, now u knoe!!). So wat happen is their prostate gets bigger(thats y they call "hypertrophy") which adds pressure onto the urethra and does preventing the flow of the urine. So this men will haf symptoms a weak stream urine, feeling of not fully emptied bladder, frequency of hvaing to pass urine and many more. "Benign" just mean non-cancerous so u guys dun haf to go panicky. So when the doctor do a DRE test ( tats means teh doctor will insert his finger into ure asshole and feel the walls of it), they can feel a hard lump on the anterior side of the wall. THAT IS URE ENLARGED PROSTATE!! But pls, dun try this at home. U dun want to lose ure "second virgin".

Anyway, enuf of all the infos, todae was kinda slack. There's not much things to do coz the cubicles i'm in-charge of only haf 2 patients in total. So, was spending most of my time loitering around and day dreaming. The staff nurses says tat at this time of the month we wont haf many patients due to the festive season, so the doctors will usually try to send those less serious ones back home and moreover, i dun think they wan to stay in the hospital during Christmas. Only 1 thing spoiled the whole sacking idea thingy. Our lecturer wants us to do a presentation on one nursing care. AARRGGHHH!!! Thats not fair!! Where's the season to be jolly??? Where's that "falalla-lallaaa-lalla-lallaaaa"??? Man, she's really no fun. She's like the old scrooge. Should start calling her tat already.....

Got home todae was so damn tired. I cant believe loitering around also can make someone tired. Haf to start searching some infos on my presentation already. We're doing nursing care on "bladder washout". It's used to wash ure bladder. So wat happen is they will introduve Normal Saline into ure bladder and drain it into a urinary bag. But of course bear mind, in order to do so they haf to insert a tube(which they call "catheter") into ure meatus first(tat is the part where ure urine comes out, go and explore!!). So next lesson we will talk more about ure private part. Pls read up ure book. kekeke.....

Class dismissed.

Been seeing lots of people doing this. So just wanted to give it a shot.



What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

I was reading my diary (personal diary) just now when suddenly somthing just strike me, I had more things to write about in the diary rather than in this "virtual diary". I haf every single thoughts and feelings jotted down in the book, compared to this which most of it is just a summary of wat i really wan to say. Maybe coz a blog is just less private. That "old" method of writing a diary is much more personal, nobody can really touch it. Where else this one, u cant really express out everything coz u might just hurt the other party. Maybe i should start writing again in a diary. I stopped doing it after my secondary skool days coz i ran out of pages n then i decided to haf my own "virtual diary" just like everyone else coz i find it more entertaining. i really like to go "blog surfing", love to see all the creative designs they haf. But anyway, back to the main point, I think i'm gng to get myself a new diary and start writing again. I dunno knoe how to put it but when i read all my past entries in the diary, it gave me a sense of achievement somehow. It's like watching a movie of your past life. It's really fun to read ure diary once awhile....

Anyway, i guess now is the wedding season. People around me are all attending toa wedding function today. My parents gt 2 wedding function to attend. My 2nd bro is doing "rewang"(helping out in the kitchen ex: cooking, washing dishes) at 1 wedding function. Ijal is doing "kendarat"(sumting like the waiter n waitress job) at his cousin's wedding. And my youngest brother is also doing "rewang" at his fren's place. I did "rewang" before but i've never done "kendarat". I wan to try n do tat 1 day, before i get married. So zie zie, Syasya....if u guys get married, i book to be ure "kendarat" k!!

I gave my cat a bath today. HAhaha!! can say it's a torture lah. Not i torture him, HE TORTURE ME!!! U see wat happen was, when i was shampooing him, my dad open the door (just to see how i was doing). Suddenly he just jumped out of my hand n hide behind my father. He kept on miao-ing so loudly at my father, like as if he was complaining to my faher. Then when i try to grab him, he ran around the whole house. Just imagine this scene ok, a lady chasing a wet bubbly cat around the house with a towel at her shoulder her hands full of soap!! And all my father did is laugh at him, Thanks ayah, that's very helpful!! Once i get hold of him, i just dragged him into the toilet and just dumped him into the sink filled wif water. Lost my patience already. Then after the whole cleaning and drying, iw ent to watch tv and guess wat my cat do. He kept on parading in front of me, back and forth, for at leats 15min, just to show off to me that "I'm clean! I'm clean! Look at my clean fur!"....ngada2 punye kucing.

lets see...

total no. of days not talking to my mother = 21
total no. of days hating her = 4745
total no. of days hoping for things to change= 4745
total no. of msgs/calls he sent me todae =0

yup...its true. My life stinks.

Did u guys watch Amazing Race yesterday?? Man, i was so angry that the Linz family won. I was really hoping that the Weaver family will win that 1 million dollars. I really pity the family. And to me, i tink that the Weaver family are actually the strongest. Coz it's all the other grps were against them n so they're like racing all by themselves. So poor...can really see that they really were having a very hard time. And really hate that Linz family. they sux man....

Anyway, me n ijal went to watch King Kong yesterday. The movie was fabulous!! I feel like watching it again. It's quite long ah..3 whole hrs but it was great. Basically the whole story is about the King Kong(beast) trying to get his "beauty" back. But the part that i really like is the the jungle. Whatever animal or creature u see in there is totally rubbish but the pictures look so real that sometimes u feel like as if u're in the picture. Maybe they should make it 3D. But anyway, there's this one part that really makes my hair stands. U see, i hate "creepy crawly" stuffs. And in that jungle, they haf lots of creepy crawlies. And the size of those bugs are like gazillions time bigger than wat u haf now. The centipedes are like the size of a python, the leeches are as huge as a hippopotamus and the cockroaches can be the size of ure hound dog!! it really is so disgusting that i can even feel like as if there's centipede crawling up my back...and for those who loves to eat "squid head" from the old chang kee, just beware coz the thing looks like a fried centipede itself.

Dun say i didnt warn u....

Should really catch the show. It's worth it.

Ok, photos are now uploaded so enjoy viewing. I've set up an account in Shutterfly too so if u wan to see more photos, just go to my links k. And by the way, i've manage to get myself entertain wif a new game now. It was sad i couldnt log in to Maplestory anymore (dunno wat happen, mybe my com is just damn lousy) so rite now i'm playing "Habbohotel". U guys might wan to try it. It's someting like "The Sims" but this one is in a hotel. U create a "habbo" character and then from there u get to explore the hotel, create new frens, organize ure room n many more. There's games too. Go to www.habbohotel.com.sg if u guys wan to give it a shot. And by the way, the photos below are for 9/12/05 entry. the one entitled "Gransazers". hiking photos will be later k...

i just realize my hair is so long already.... 

At last, the wait is over. That's ijal's bike. cool huh...now all i haf to do is to persuade him to paint his bike green....or purple maybe.

nope. ure eyes are not playing trick. that beautiful, gorgeous,unresistable chick on the bike is ME!!! 

Ppl, say hello to duckie!!! bought it for him coz he say cookie monster was lonely.... 

Smile..!!! hey boi, i said smile..!!!  

Meet the Gransazers. they look so much nicer on posters n screens. 

Now..this is wat i call heaven. 

ok, tis is the part which i say they were dancing. really lame.... 

HaiyaK!!! wanted to join the queue n take the photo with them but decided not to coz if i did, i'd be the onli adult without any kid, unless ijal wants to be my kid lah. 

Just wan to apologise to u guys for the late pics. i haf some pics to share wif u guys n i knoe tat i promise some of u abt the certain pics n i still owe u the bike's pic but due to some complications, the pictures could not be uploaded for these few days. i'll upload them asap when i get them k.

So sorry to keep u waiting....

Woke up 7am in the morning. Yep, this morning i was extra excited coz we're going hiking!! AArrghh!! Meeting susu n sangee at 8am at toa payah mac, n as usual, we are all "never-reach-on-time" queens. So yah, ure guess was rite, none of us reach 8am sharp at mac. But still, i was the first one to arrive so, I AM EARLY!!! anywway...we had or breakfast there n chat for awhile n still deciding on whether to go hiking or sentosa, but we stick wif hkiing anyway.

So we reached Macritchie at 10++ and our journey begins. Was really amazed by how much Macritchie has changed now. Now, u can rent a kayak n go kayaking for just $10. Would like to try tat someday, but thing is i've never sat on 1 before so i'm kinda "pengecut" (coward) to do it. Someone has to force me into doing it. So the kayak was the 1st "surprise". 2nd "surprise" was abt the monkeys. I really didnt knoe that there's so many monkeys in Macritchie. When we step into the trail, not far frm the entrance there was like 3-4 families of monkeys. U'll see the kids jumping around, swinging on small branches, n wrestling with the siblings. It was so cute. I felt like i was walking into an uncaged zoo. Haha...this is really wat they call "up-close n personal wif the monkeys". And not just monkeys, u see monitor lizards crossing over the trail right infront of u. The size of those lizards are just as big as the roasted turkey u'll haf on ure table for Thanksgiving. Man...i love mother nature. The onli thing i was scared of was meeting wif a snake. Luckily so far, we had not run into one n i dun ever wish that we would.

Took us more than 2 hrs i tink to reach the Tree Top Walk. Oh yah, by the way we decided to go to Tree top Walk coz we thought we would like to haf a change of scenery. We've been to Bukit Timah Hill for more than 3 times already so it's time for us to visit Tree Top Walk. It was a 5km walk n that walk was somehow quite torturing, maybe becoz we had not been exercising lately. Hehhe. When we reached the point, it was time for photo taking again!! N tat's when disaster strike us. Well..maybe not to us, maybe it's just to susu. U see, she always haf the habit of balancing her digicam on top of sumting so that she can run in in time before the camera snap our picture. So that way, everyboy faces could get in into the camera. But unluckily, when she tried to balance the camera on her bag, the camera toppled off when she stomped her way towards us. So the camera's lens is now stuck n it would werk. Felt sorry for her, n she really desperately try to "un-stuck" the lens. I really hope noting happens to it. After that, we continued our journey n the 1st time i look at the Tree Top Walk, i was kinda excited but after the 2nd look, i dun find it quite exciting anymore. Coz the the bridge was just a short one n it wasnt as high as i expect it to be. So, waas kinda dissapointed. We walked n climbed for more than 2 hrs n all we get was just a 10 mins walk across the bridge. Maybe they should improve that brigde, like make it higher. Anyway, it's time to make our way back to Macritchie Reservoir Park. We haf no maps n we haf no idea of how to alk back there, so we're just depending on our instinct. And so far, our instinct was right all a long.

Met a couple new frens along the way. They were also heading the same way as we are but i tink, they haf lesser experience than us. haha...coz we found them lost a couple of times. We were lost too, which end us up in a private property, but at least we can still get back to the right route. HAhah...i guess we haf memorized Macritchie routes very well already. But they day was going to rain anytime soon so we decided to just take the bus to sangee's place n we'll wash up day before gng out again for dinner. And i love Sangee's house. It's a terrace house by the way. It really does look like a typical malay house, very warm, very cozy. The onli ting i was afraid of was her dog. He/she kept on barking n ot seems like he/she was onli barking at ME!! ok...i'm gng to haf nightmare for the whole week. But other than tat, i love the house.

Then we went to eat KFC at Thomson Plaza. And that's where we talked and talked for hours. It's like, suddenly we haf to much things to talk about. Time really flew by so fast. We didnt even realised that we had actually been talking for more than 2 hrs. It reminds me of our secondary skool days when we use to go to our skool mac after skool n hang out there with our frens. *sigh*..miss those days. And it's kinda funny, how things haf changed so much. I mean, i was just thinking, last time, when we were in sec. skool, we gossiped more about our teachers, frens n complained abt homewerks n tests. Now, we were talking more about our boyfrens, about werk, about having a family n buying houses. This really shows that all of us has already grown up n matured in a lot of ways. I just hope that we wont mature so fast that soon, we will be talking about prices of fish n chicken and sales gng on in superstore. That's too "auntie-ish". Went back home about 8pm and was veri burned out by the time i reached home. Really hope one day we could do that again but this time, with the rest of the angels.

*Bestfrens will never part*

Went out wif him todae n it's the 2nd time i get to sit on his bike. GEREK!!! haha, would like to do tat again someday soon. So as usual, had to go all the way down to his skool n he'd pick me up frm there. *sigh*...kinda funny lah coz he's the one who gt the bike but i'm the one who has to do the travelling. but anyway, we went to his old "kampong" at Teban Gardens n ate our lunch there. Was looking forward for the fried ice cream but guess wat, they ran out of tat n it's not even 2pm yet. So fast?? That's veri they "pelik bin ajaib". It's either they forgot to order new stock or their just lazy to make one. Then after tat we went to orchard. At last he agreed to go window shopping. Kinda happy lah coz he's the type who hates walking around so it's kinda hard to drag him along for window shopping. So was quite surprised when he didnt complain or nag at all. HEhehe....Noting much to window shop. And i'm sure all of u agree wif me, it hurts so much to window shop wif an empty pocket. Kekek...i really wish i haf a million dollars to spend. $$$$$$$!! Then we went to watch "GRANSAZERS"!! It's a show they had every day this week at 11am, 3pm n 7pm at Takashimaya. I tink i still prefer the old power rangers, the one we used to grow up with. All the Gransazers did was dancing around on the stage n they call that fighting. *haiyah*...superheroes nowadays.

Something's wrong wif my Maple story. I cant log in. I cant even open the file. Haiyah....duntell me i haf to download it again. So lazy to re-downlaod the game. I really really miss my Maple story. Whoever is good with game downloads, can u pls hear my cry??!! Oh well...hopefully there's some kindhearted ppl who is in a christmas spirit to help me out. REMEMBER!! Santa is watching u guys...

Yep, as the title says, i am feeling veri veri sad todae. More of like lonely. Still not talking to my mother, dunno for how long already, u do the math. N now, I'm feeling even more lonely coz someone is not talking to me too. "Oh god...when will the torture end". I'm not blaming anybody...i knoe tat everything's my fault. It always has been. What ever bad tat happened to me, the blame is always back to me. So yah, it's all my fault. Shouldn't haf done tat, shouldnt haf said this. But i still dun understand, y is she treating me tis way? Been thinking more about running away, living on my own. But trying to control myself n be more patient. Maybe that's not wat i really wan, it will onli make tings worst. "So azira, be strong n just hold on." Things will come to an end sooner or later. So just wait...

*Never felt so alone before*

I'm stuck with "Maple Story". I am really really addicted to the game. I knoe maybe some of u guys haf been playing it for so long so maybe it's noting new to u guys, but to me rite now, it's like my heaven!! I cant stop playing it!! It's someting like a online quest game. U haf to travel and complete certain things to upgrade ure character's level. So if any of u out who plays the game and see a character wif the name "Syazie". Thats me!! So remember to say hello ok. N i guess u wont be seeing this blog updated that often anymore coz the "writer" is busy killing mushrooms n snails in some country. Keke...

My sayang gt a bike!!!! At last, he can send me back home (yeah rite...). Went to meet him at his skool yesterday. Was really excited coz it's my first time riding my bf's bike (coz usually it's my father's bike). Waited for him at the nearby taxi stand...then he arrived wif his bike!! haha...was sumting like a princess waiting to be save by her knight in the shining armour, riding on a stallion. haha...k, wat an imagination. But anyway, the bike wasnt tat bad at all. It'd silver/grey in colour, kinda small lah i tink but still okay. And riding on his bike wasnt bad at all, in fact he was really good. I mean, i gt ever ride on my bro's bike (who had his license for 1 yr already) and felt like the bike had hiccups. Sometimes on the highway, it even felt like the bike had "parkinson disease". U can really2 feel the bike shaking. It was really fun riding on his bike. Cant wait to ride on it again....guess now i'm gng to be looking like a "minah motor" already, (tats wat he says) but let me warn u, NEVER EVER EVER CALL ME THAT ( if u wan to live longer tat is). Anyway, i forgt to take a pic of the bike so i'll show it to guys next time k!

Then we went to watch Chicken Little. The show was funny like hell!! U guys should really catch it. U'll laugh from the start till the end of the show. It's about Chicken Little (it really is the chicken's name) who tries to warn the neighbourhood about the "sky is falling" n everybody doesnt believe him. Then on day, CL and his frens found a piece of the sky tat's fallen n found out tat it's actually a piece of a spaceship. A baby alien went missing so the aliens sent a search party to the "Oakley Oaks" neighbourhood to search for the missing baby n in the end, CL save the day!! The story is simple but the characters are so damn funny. In skool they haf "Mutton class" which the will learn to speak in sheep's languange. The during PE, they play dodgeball, n tat was my favourite part. Go n watch it n u will knoe wat i mean. N i love that huge, gigantic, enormous pig. His name is Runt. Then there's Daffy Mallard aka "Ugly Duckling" and Fish "out of water". And not to forget the baby alien. He is soooooo cute. If they sell a plushie toy of him, I'm gng to get it!!

After tat, we went to the pasar malam n his place n i finally, i bought myself the siti nurhaliza's concert at Royal Albert Hall vcd. Watched it yetserday, she is so damn pretty. Was really amazed by her melodious voice throughout the whole performance. Just wish that 1 day, i can go to her concert since i've missed so many already.

PS: sayang, when r u gng to take me riding on ure bike again??