So long never update my blog. Was too lazy to come online, and for the past few days, i've been out most of the time. On Wednesday, went to Ijal's house just to laze around. Then we went to watch "Exorcism of Emily Rose". It wasnt so great like wat my fren told me. It's the typical exorcist story. I've watched like 5 different stories about exorcism and almost all of them are about the same. The onli thing is tat, this one they put it in a more modernised way. And the way they approach it is different...so oklah. It's not that bad. But i still like the very first exorcist movie with green gooey vomitus, 360 degree spinning head, and the gerl floating above the bed. Yah...that exorcist movie was still the best to me. Talking about exorcist, i think my phone need to be exorcist too. The thing kept on turning off and on by itself, and sometimes hangs. Damn it...becoming so irritating already. Time for me to get a new phone, which i dun tink that i can get anytime now. Just haf to bear with it for a while.

On thursday went to watch Harry Potter with Aisyah. haha...the movie was superb!!! Feel like watching it again. At first, i felt half hearted to go coz most of the gerls can't make so it was left onli me and Ais and furthermore, yesterday was our 17 month's anniversary so by right i should be out with him celebrating our anniversary but i've already promised Ais a week ago that i would go and watch the movie with her. So I went to meet Ais at PS. I'm glad thta i did coz if i didnt go yesterday, i tink i wouldnt be watching Harry Potter movie again, just like last year. After the movie, we went shopping!!!! Haha...went to tis one shop and they were having a sale actually. Wanted to get the pants yesterday for $39.90 but decided not to coz I still need to save for other more important tings. Then i remembered, I haf not gotten my mother's Bdae gift yet. Hahha...her birthday was on the 23rd Nov, that was on the Wednesday. The WHOLE FAMILY forgotten about her bdae...including me( wat a good daughter I am, keke). So i decided to maybe buy a huge dinner back home and we can haf a belated bdae party for my mom, but then, i dun think my brothers will be at home n I'm sure by now, my mother would haf cooked already. So wats the point of having a table of food when there's nobody at home. So i decided to get her handbag. She's always complaining of "needing" to haf a new handbag. So actually, i manage to spot a perfect handbag for her which wont cost me a bomb either, but...."somebody" does not agree wif the buying of my mother a bdae present. It's a long story but i knoe wat that person meant. Was feeling kinda unfair. I knoe that she's been bad towards me but sometimes, she do treat me good. And i knoe wat it feels like when ppl forget about your bdae and not getting a single gift on ure bdae. So that is why i want to get it for her coz i kinda pity her. But other ppl wont knoe that, they can onli say that i'm stupid and dumb enuf to be nice to her and trying to make her happy. Just wish tat someday...he'd understand me more then just trying to make me happy by telling me to disrespect her and not to listen to her, it's more than that. I knoe that i'm always complaining about her adn i knoe that u were just trying to help me when u told me to do all those things, but to tell u the truth, it onli makes it worst. I'd rather be the way it is now then to get more hits form her. U dun think about that i suppose. Maybe to u, i'm happy after doing wat u told me to, but i'm not. I hurt even more coz u just wouldnt listen to wat i haf to say. Even if u're listening, i dun tink u get wat i was trying to say. And it wasnt about my mother alone that i'm not happy about. There's more....but u just wouldnt listen. Seems like we fight more than we talk. Maybe we're not suppose to last....


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