Something's wrong wif my Maple story. I cant log in. I cant even open the file. Haiyah....duntell me i haf to download it again. So lazy to re-downlaod the game. I really really miss my Maple story. Whoever is good with game downloads, can u pls hear my cry??!! Oh well...hopefully there's some kindhearted ppl who is in a christmas spirit to help me out. REMEMBER!! Santa is watching u guys...

Yep, as the title says, i am feeling veri veri sad todae. More of like lonely. Still not talking to my mother, dunno for how long already, u do the math. N now, I'm feeling even more lonely coz someone is not talking to me too. "Oh god...when will the torture end". I'm not blaming anybody...i knoe tat everything's my fault. It always has been. What ever bad tat happened to me, the blame is always back to me. So yah, it's all my fault. Shouldn't haf done tat, shouldnt haf said this. But i still dun understand, y is she treating me tis way? Been thinking more about running away, living on my own. But trying to control myself n be more patient. Maybe that's not wat i really wan, it will onli make tings worst. "So azira, be strong n just hold on." Things will come to an end sooner or later. So just wait...

*Never felt so alone before*