Decided to wait for susu to end her Clinical Lab evening class. So i thought might as well i do some werk in the com lab. And when i finally reach the com lab, tat "determination" to do my CBT had just disappeared into thin air. So yah, might as well I update my blog after it has been abandoned for sooooooo many days.

Kinda feel sad rite now coz my one and only chance to go "travelling" was burnt into ashes. I was supposed to go for a one-day trip to Mallacca wif Ijal's family, and u cant imagine how happy and excited I was. I was basically counting the days down, deciding wat to wear and wat to buy back for all my frens. And surprisingly, my father even gave me the green light. So yah, I was thinking all about the Mallacca trip ever since then. But then, yesterday Ijal told me tat it was cancelled coz the tickets were all sold out.

AARRGGHHH!!!!!!!

WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!!!

THaat's like my golden ticket to heaven!!! Just why did u haf to take tat away frm me!!!!

*sigh*....anyway, after my exams, i'm gng to haf my 4weeks of holiday before my 2 months of attachment straight, so i'm not gng to put my holidays to waste. I've made up my mind that I will go travelling, even if it's only to malaysia, before i go to yr 3....so kinda haf to go through the whole begging process with my parents again.....*sigh*

susu's bdae coming.....dunno wat to get her....

but i'm sure she wont mind if i were to forget her b'dae....we r sisters after all.....

project werks r piling up again....test and exams are coming.....haf to start my revision soon if i wan to get into yr 3.....

*sigh*....

will life get any better...

Yah, by the way, yesterday my mom talked to me. After 1 month++ i think....finally she said something to me. She said "I'm gng out. Clean the house until i come back home. Remember to bring in the laundry. Cook the rice before ure bro comes home. Tell ure bro dun play games. I gng out already." Although it sounded more of like a command....but still....the bottom line is she talked to me!!! haha...ppl might think i'm crazy coz i get excited over a command, but u guys dunno how desperate i am to feel just alive and not being tranparent at home. Those words were like music to my ears eventhough she was kinda raising her voice at me.
oh well....still...she talked to me.

Next week will be our 1 week holiday. Thought of having a picnic at sentosa wif the gerls, but zie will still be having her exams i tink, n sya also. So there's kinda no point having it....*sigh*. it sux to haf a different timetable.....missing Aisyah too....

Msg to the gerls: Let me knoe when will u guys be free k!! So that we can haf the next gathering soon. Miss u gerls!!

And miss u too sayang.