I hate management n community paper. Sux!! Might as well dun give us tips since most of the qns are not frm those tips. 2nd paper was better. At least, i'm sure that i can pass for this 2nd paper.


Anyway...exams over....so it's PAAARRTTTaaAAaaYYYY time!!! We headed straight for sentosa after our last paper. HAhah...shld have seen the faces of others, seeing us walking in into the exam hall in beach wear n slippers. hahah.....Yeah man, we couldnt wait to party. It was kinda a last min decision too. Just the day before we changed the plan frm karaoke back to beach. Its waste that some of the gang couldnt make it, but there's other days rite. Make sure u guys turn up the next time we haf it again. So off we go to SENTOSA!!! took the monorail there....kinda small ah. n vely vely slow.....haha. Must be becoz of hidayah lah...she's the cause for the "slow-poke-ness". hehe...




It was high tide when we reached there. I could feel the excitement in me the moment i set my eyes to the water. Really felt like stripping n jump into the water. Its a good ting that i'm surrounded by my frens. At least it gives me a second thought to think before i make a foool of myself.




By the time we settled down, i couldnt take it anymore. The urge to "slam dunk" nazreen into the water was so great, that we grabbed her by surprise, carried her to the water, before throwing her into it. haha....so the moral of the story is, DO NOT be the smallest n lightest person in the group, coz u will always be the one who gt "carried away". :) Before we knoe it, we ended up chasing harah, the next victim. Man...she should really sign up for mediacorp. Her "hysterical mad woman" act, (soon after we caught her), was authentic enuf that ppl start staring at us. I really felt like burrying myself under the sand actually. But the funny thing is, we were too taken aback by her screaming n screeching that we didnt even reallize that we were abt to throw her into the lowest water level. so instead of ending with a "SPLASH"...it was more of a "plooop " ....hahha


THen it started to rain.....remember by previous BBQ entry?? I said that god must haf hated us coz whenever we're having a bbq, it would rain.....well it's actually more personal than i thought. This time..it's whenever I'm having a beach outing...doesnt matter if it's just a bbq or a picnic....it WILL rain. Thought it will just be drizzling..but it's harder n harder the next minute. So we had to move all or barang2 under the shelter. For that 1 hr i think....we did nothing but sulk....hoping that the rain will stop. AND IT DID!!! The sun came up, the clouds went off, the birds start chirping AND.........the tide went down.... :( it's ok, at least we get to play outside again.




I love elias's james-bond "movie"...the part where he comes out of the water. haha...will show it to u guys if i haf the time to upload the video. Then we started having "water fights", "horse-shoe crab hunting", "longest-staying-under-the-water competition", 'camwhoring", "burying the boys", "wet sand-war" n many more.....hahha...i think basically we enjoyed ourselves lah on that dae. It's really one of the best de-stress mechanism after ure last paper. Must do this again. here are the pictures...n yah, i finally manage to upload all 190+ pictures into my shutterfly, so go get it.


In clockwise rotation....Kevin (in orange), harah, nazreen, hidayah, susu n elias...waiting eagerly for the train to arrive at NEL station.




The girls just love being drenched n wet....OooOops




AND WE LOVE IT TOOO!!!!




Oh look!! it's a buried man wif boobs n dick!! wat an unsusual sighting!!!




That's the horse-shoe crob we spotted. i dun knoe if u guys can see it but it's the 2 black thing, on top of each other, in the middle of the pic.




KIDS@WORK!!!




The girls were just awestricken by the sight of singapores's james bond...




They look like mindless zombies attacking the world via the sea route




I hope this picture explain how happy harah is to be in the beach.




Bury-ers 1...buried 0




The end of the day...

Dad: Maybe we should bring him back to the hospital...


Mom: And what?? get them to insert the tube again n lock him in the cage. Then charge us another $800...might as well we take care ourselves.


Dad: But obviously we cant cope him like this. Maybe haf to throw him already. Tml i'll bring him to the changi beach. Down there got a lot of cats. Then at least he can make frens there and learn to survive.


Mom: U think he knoe how to take care of himself?? Azira just bring him downstairs only he so scared already. How to go to changi?? He wont even knoe how to find food.


Dad: Then how?? Give to SPCA??


Mom: Send there sure they kill him one. He's sick wat....


That's what i heard first thing in the morning just after i open my eyes. It really hurts me to even think that we haf to give him away just because he's having some dificulty in urinating. I mean i understand my parent's concern. The cat is like basically peeing all over the house and we haf to clean after his mess IMMEDIATELY . If not, the whole house is gonna stink. Just imagine scrubbing the floor again n again every 5 min. And it's not just 1 spot....it's all over the place. It's very exhausting u knoe... If we were to lock him in the toilet, he's gonna make so much noise that we are afraid of the neighbours complaining. That's gonna cause another problem. And if we are going to send him to that hospital again, they are gng to burn another hole in our pocket. We are already tight right now....how to manage another bill?? Damn it siti....y cant u just get well?? Why issit so difficult for u to recover??


I dun wan to give him away. I dun haf the heart to even let him go. We dun even knoe whether he'll be ok out there or not. At least in this house, we can look after him. At least all his meals are taken care of.


My parents are just too afraid to send him back to the hospital coz it's too costly. It's not like they haf to settle the bills all by themselves u knoe.....I'm pitching in abt 1/2 of it. It should lessen the load a bit rite....I just hope they will send him to the hospital soon. I dun wan his condition to get any worst.

Lately i've been attaching myself wif lots of horror n gore stuffs. Went to watch "the messenger" the other day wif the gang, and i realize that guys can be scaredy cats too. The movie was ok ah. The sound effects was excellent. Really make u jump. The ending i find kinda weak. It's too......"boring"...to haf that kind of ending. And the ghost...my goodness...i really wonder, how long more are they gonna make all kind of ghost crawling around like ju-on, dislocating every bones after every step. Directors pls....wat happen to that old moves of "jumping around with the arms stretched out", or "flying from trees to trees", "or just floating around". If u dun wan to use any of those, just start thinking of a new move already. That crawling around has been used too many times. WE ARE BORED OF IT.


The next day, we watch "art of the devil" in skool. Suppose to be studying for our exams but, i'm sure everyone knoes that our attention span is only 0.00000000001 sec. This movie is more of a gore. Doesnt really scare u that much, just disgust u. It's how ppl rely to blackmagic to get wat they one. From a simple crush to heartless revenge. Those who cant stand watching pain n suffering, i suggest u NOT to watch this. But if u still do want, that get ready a pail beside u for u to puke. I love the ending though. This is wat i call a good movie. Ouh yah...u might get confuse along the way, so just be patient n watch the whole movie. U'll understand it later.


My brother just borrowed "land of the dead" pc game from his fren. AND I'M HOOK TO IT NOW!!! Can't stop playing. Damn him. He just had to bring the game home a week before my exams...thank u so much bro. This game really freaks me out....but i'm hooked. It's just like CS, but here u are fighting wif zombies. ANd the zombies will attack u by surprise, plus the music n sound effect, i think i dun haf to explain to u y i was screaming n shouting while playing this game. Furthermore, my bro made me play the game in the dark, i repeat....IN THE DARK!! He switched off the light n closed the door, leaving me alone in the room wif the screen filled wif zombies. Wanna try ppl?? k..maybe some of u guys played the game before, n u think that i'm just over exagerating it, maybe u think that it's not THAT scary as i describe it. Well..wat can i say, i'm a scaredy cat. I wanna try playing tis wif my frens. should be more fun.


*I'm easily irritated now days. I got this strong hatred feelings towards everyone, especially that someone. I may not show it, or it may not be that obvious, but i'm not happy wif u ppl. Maybe it's due to the lack of attention im getting frm him. Maybe it's due to my coming period. Maybe it's just due to ure lack of sensitivity when u say or address sumting to me. I'm just bottling it up everyting in me rite now. It seems like that's the best way to do it. It better be...*

Finally, i manage to convince myself to update by long abandoned blog. Sorry ppl, was really busy for the past few weeks. There was loads n loads of project to do, eventhough we are already in the final yr last semester stage, lots of other stressors that need to be attended to n not to forget, lots of tv and movie shows that need to be entertained to. keke...but seriously, mostly was the project ah. I cant believe that they are so cruel enuf to give us 4 projects to be done in less than 7 weeks in skool. This is our final year for goodness sake. Last semester even, we are not suppose to haf any projects anymore, at least not so much.


Management was a killer. Firstly, the lecturer itself is in "the lost space". Nobody could understand wat she's trying to teach n no body could understand her expectations. Notes are suppose to guide us. Notes are suppose to give us NOTES so that we can understand ure lecture better n prepare ourselves for exams. Wats the use of us buying notes if u modify ure own lecturing notes n expect us to copy the whole lecture all over again every single day. Might else well u give us ure hard disk n we'll save it frm there. Another irritating thing abt this lecturer is, she LOVE to compliment herself, without even her realising it. She can satrt frm "i'm the only lecturer who will give u full marks n give u tips so that u can pass ure exams" to "everybody likes me so thats y students like to disturb me" and to "i'm very good daughter in law". For heaven sake, we are not interested in ureself.


We had fun doing the proposal plan for HPB.....i wonder if there are really ppl out there who's really interested abt our propoasl programme. haha...."u wish rite".....In this project, we had to come up wif a programme, based on our topic, to educate the target audience. So we had to do on "club drugs abuse" and we came up wif an interactive programme for the sec 4 students, focusing on how to say no to drugs. it's interesting ah, coz we will use the skool's music rm n turn it into a disco club....it'll be even more exciting if we can DO IT rather than just present it.


Sociology of Work was even worst. We didnt really prepare anything until the day before the presentation. The thing is people, we haf 3 presentations on the same week, (2 presentations on monday n 1 presentation on wednesday). Having 2 presentation on the same week is terrible enuf, what about 3??!!! U might be wondering "then y dun u change wif other groups the presentation date??". The reason is very siimple. SELFISH! yup...they are selfish enuf that they dun really care if u haf to crawl n vomit blood for ure 3 presentation. The excuse of "CNY" is strong enuf to make them feel better abt ditching us. So back to the story, we only haf less than a day to prepare for our presentation, which falls on the wednesday. So on Tuesday, we had to slave ourselves the whole day in the com lab, trying to get the slides done. The bad thing is, for this presentation, u need to use more of ure thinking skills to tackle the qn. It's not like the "copy & paste" presentation where u can just type the keyword under "search" n VOILA!!, u get the answer. NO.....this presentation, u need to get lots n lots of research articles n argue it frm there. Only god knoes how torturing it was to get it done within less than a day. So the next dae, when we presented, we were more than delighted n surprised to hear that she, the lecturer, actually love our presentation n arguments. woohoo~ Huurahh to subgroup 1. She even said "higher than average level"...DO U KNOE THE EFFECT OF THOSE WORDS ON US!!! I dunno abt the rest but i think i was abt to land into sanctuary. But wat can i say, there are always ppl who hate to see others succeed....so u knoe who u are....dun blame on others for ure own incapabilities.


We just finish our last presentation just now. I love the role play. Elias was very "into" the role as "muthusamy". i would say...he haf the natural talent...of being a bangla. haha...ok..not trying to be racist here. We were doing on Dissociative Personality Disorder....more widely known as Multiple Disorder. A person wif this disorder can change his/her self into a different character within seconds if he/she is being put under stress. When he/she re=gains back to it's original self, they will not haf any memory of the past character. THIS IS A REAL DISORDER. Many ppl thinks that it is nothing but an act....but let me tell u this again, IT IS A REAL DISORDER.


My test is in 2 days time. I haf neither yet touch the book nor smell it. OUh...did i tell u about my cat?? The poor creature is sick now. He couldnt pass urine the other time n kept on vomitting, so we brought him to the vet, which then referred us to the Mount Pleasant Hospital. It seems that he's having stones in the urinary tract..so that explains the difficulty in micturation. They had to insert in a catheter into the penis to flush the bladder and since he was not eating during the whole 1 week plus stay in the hospital, they even set up and i/v drip on his left paw. My poor siti.....but now he's back home. Suppose to go for a follow up last week, but my parents insist on not bringing him back, partly because they think that his condition would get worst if they were to bring him back there n the insufficient funds n "sponsors". Rite now, we are just treating him wif herbs n plants that we think cats eat when they are sick. Hopefully he'll get well soon....


Yah i knoe..this is one long entry....thank you for spending ure time reading this. Now u can resume bback wat u were doing before.