When i was on my way for break yesterday, a young (quite good looking) man came up to me...here's our conversation n pls spot the mistakes.

Man: Excuse me nurse, I cant find my car....(stares hopefully into my eyes)

Me: ok...so how do u wan me to help u?

Man: I dun knoe..i really cant find my car.

Me: Where do u park it?

Man: Carpark.

Me: I mean, wats the nearest blk??

Man: It's the big big carpark.

Me: We gt lots of carpark here. There's one just behind u. At least try to remember the nearest blk.(getting a bit impatient)

Man: i think it's blk 6 ah.

Me: (showed him how to get to blk 6)

Mistake 1: If u wan to ask for help, pls ask INTELLIGENTLY!! Just by saying u cant find ure car n giving me tat sad puppy face isnt gng to win u any sympathy frm me.

Mistake 2: When u answer a qn, pls answer it INTELLIGENTLY also. yes i knoe u parked ure car in a carpark, u dun haf to tell me tat. i need other details to help to find ure "missing" car.

Mistake 3: pls be specific. Ure "big big carpark" may be my "small small carpark" so again, be INTELLIGENT, i need more details.

When u get panic, u kinda get stupid too. Tats wat i learned yesterday. So never ever get panic!! He was lucky that i find him kinda cute. If not, i would haf just instruct him to the ambulance or the dumpster carpark.

found this in you tube. haha..so funny. how i wish my cat could do tat.

Like i said...the feeling will come back up again. This time it's not just her, it's the other her too. Just why cant i ignore them n just be happy wif the ppl i haf around me. seriously...


As long as i knoe that i haf a reason for every choice tat i make, y must i feel guilty.? It's he the one who makes us enemy. I hate myself. i hate myself for being so understanding, to always thinks abt others, and to always try to understand others until i feel guilty n forget abt wat they actually did to me.


Eventhough i sense a feeling of hatred towards them, i still hope n wish that things will just heal up n it will be just like before. I'm not afraid to say tat i'm just waiting for the "day" to come. And when tat "day" comes, i'd be standing on top of the world n shout "I TOLD U SO!!" rite at ure face. Yah i knoe, it sounds evil. but tats exactly wat i feel. just waiting now.....


And ppl, if u wan to get some attention, just speak with an american accent n say that u grew up in U.S. u'll get all the attention u wan....

Lets see...4 days of dissappearance. haha...miss me?? hmm...read on if u wan to knoe abt my MIA.


19 May 06, Friday
Last day in IMH. Just like i said before, we were wng to turn the place into a Disco, n we DID!! They danced like mad. Some of them even look like as if they went to pub before ah....haha. Should really see the way they shake. Maybe they think that they're auditioning for shakira's concert. Halfway throughout the day, i felt chills on my body. Feeling abit muscle pain also. ok, first sign of me gng to haf a fever.
Then at nite, since it was the last day, the whole lot of us slack in the nurses counter wif an enrolled nurse. She was telling us abt the history of this one lady who's our patient. just earlier on, she create some drama in the room. She managed to untie herself from the bed n it took 5 of us to drag her back into bed. she may look old, but her strength is much more greater as compared to ours. So the EN was telling us that the lady has been staying there since she ws 17 yrs old. AND NOW SHE IS ARND 60++!! She got ever dig another sleeping patient's eyeball out, so tats y since then, at nite time, they always tie her into bed. This old lady is really psycho man....
Took my temperature again on the way home: 38.6*C


20 May 06, Saturday
Woke up in the morning wif really really really swollen eyes. Scared the guts off my father who's washing the dishes in the kitchen at tat time. After bathing, went straight to see the doctor, but bloody hell, suddenly sooooo many ppl haf to fall sick on a sat. By the time my turn came, i feel so exhausted that i just wan to fly home. Doctor says it's conjunctivitis n hives. I think it's just hives....a really bad one. Reached home, slept on the couch without eating my medication, was too tired. Then arnd noon, woke up for awhile, forced myself to the kitchen to eat my medications n went back to sleep. Arnd 3pm, susu called, talk to her for 5 mins, then went back to sleep. Woke at 6pm, took a 10 min shower, called my sayang n talk for 5 min, then went to sleep. Basically, i spent the whole day sleeping in my living room couch lah.


21 May 06, Sunday
Eyes still swollen. Fever has gone down. Cough is geting worst. Still couldnt eat anything coz everything taste like medicine. And i realize sumting, the medication makes me drool alot. So every 5 min i had to go to the toilet n spit tat extra mls of saliva. By 7pm at nite, i stopped taking any medication, coz i wan to get rid of the medicine taste. So i didnt even finish my antibiotic...which is wrong k ppl. do not, i repeat, DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!! Tomorrow i'm gng to SGH. so fast the weekend fly....


22 May 06, monday
Half of the day, we had our orientation of the ward. Susu says it's gng to be fun attached to tat ward. I just wish the time will fly faster....am still recovering from the cough n swollen eyes. Haf not touch a single food since last 2 days so this morning, i felt very faint-y. After werk, went to meet susu n we went to eat dinner at boon keng KFC. Time flies really fast..n we we still haf lots of things to talk abt. We walked home for abt 3-4 bus stop before we decided to take the bus for the rest of the journey coz there were lightning.


23 May 06, Tuesday
It's back to the boring shifts n work. haf fully recovered from my sickness.

WeeeEEe!!


Todae is my last day in IMH. Gonna miss all the patients lah. They all so cute. And working in IMH is much more relax then werking in SGH. How i wish i'm bonded in IMH rather than SGH. Todae we're gng to haf a party wif the patients later. Going to turn the place into a disco. keke..


I realize something. There's no point of me get so hung up over that the bitch. There's no point of me getting worried n frustrated. Cos the thing is, i've already got him by my side. no point for me trying to fight the battle, coz i've already won. And in the first place, there's no battle at all. I've automatically won by having him standing loyally beside me. So wats the fuss abt?? i also dun knoe. Just wan to get the feeling away. Maybe some of u will understand how i feel, coz maybe some of u haf gone through what i'm gng through. They say time will heal the pain, but why is it i'm feeling the other way?? the more i kept quiet, the greater the feeling is. Time is killing me actually. It's torturing me. Yes, i admit it. She's driving me nuts. Although i said before that she does not bother me a single bit at all, but the truth it, it's turning my inside upside down. It's bothering me so much, that even if i'm having fun, i could just cry. yah, i might not show it, but if only u guys could do an x-ray on my emotions, maybe u guys will believe every single word i say. Anyway, earlier on i said tat there's nothing for me to be upset about, so let's not get carried away. I should remain this positive n kept on repeating it to myself whenever i feel like the feeling is coming back up again.


This is so hard,...


Before i forget ppl, the remaining bbq photos are up already. Can go n check it at my photo collecton k!!

Alas, my craving for BBQ food has ended. Had Bbq wif our ex MacD crew at downtown east yesterday. It was quite fun ah, but will be more fun if more ppl that we know turn up. Followed Ais to collect our satay n otah at kembangan then we took the cab down to Downtown. At first it was kinda quiet lah, coz there's only the 4 of us, Aisyah, me, nora n her fren Yasmin. Then susu n sangee arrived n that's when the fun begin. Of coz with sangee around, the place will turn upside down. Just with her laughter, she can make the room sound like as if there's 20 ppl.


Once it stopped raining n the sky was clear, we set up the fire. Took us for awhile to get the fire gng, n our Aiser was in the bad mood already coz the fire was like going on strike. But in the end we still manage to bbq. Our nora n her fren yasmin were busy testing the food, so for awhile, every piece of food we place into the tray, it disappeared within 5 seconds. haha...OUh yah, wan to knoe wats on the menu?? There were chicken wings, otah, satay, hotdogs, marshmallow, fishballs, squids on skewers n crabsticks. Really alot of food. By the time we finish cooking all the food, it really looked like a mountain. Something was really odd abt me yesterday. i couldnt stuff myself with lots of food. after 2 piece of chicken n a few crabsticks n hotdogs, i couldnt eat anything else anymore. haha..so wasted ah. For the whole day i've avoided any kind of food, but still i couldnt stuff myself tat night. soooo damn wasted.


Later in the evening, a couple of others came down. Aisyah's fren, Salmah, n her bf. Nora's sister n her bf. And lastly....our precious SYA SYA!! miss her so much. so long never see her. haha..so glad that she could make it down. Thats when the fun really begin, we took loads n loads of crazy pictures. we couldnt stop laughing n i guess those ppl bbq-ing outside was like peeping into the house to see wats the racket all about. Most pictures are with susu so i couldnt post any of those now. still waiting for her to pass it to me, which will be somewhere next week. Anyway here are some of the pictures i haf wif me, the rest u haf to wait until next week. ok??!!



Desperately trying to burn some charcoal.

Me n susu acting all like japanese-cuties....

Susu n sangee posing wif the chef of the day. Wats wif the t-shirt chef??

I love this picture. very starry..haha

I just dun understand some ppl. They cant see others being happy at all. They just wan to disturb others so tat we will end up like them...all ruined n pathetic. If ure life is already full of shits, dun pass those shits to us. Play around with the shits ureself, COZ IT'S URES!! So bloody hell stay away from our life!!


What makes u think that by sending such mail to me, i will believe every word u say instead of him. What makes u think, tat i would even care to find out the details from u. What makes u think that u can destroy our relationship n happiness just by sending that stupid mail. U need to werk harder slut. Ure words n lies doesnt bother us a single bit at all. Just what the hell are u trying to do. U disappear for awhile, then u appear, u disappear again, n now u appear again. Cant u just stick to one!! Just go n disappear ureself n dun ever show ure presence to us. We dun even wan to knoe how u are doing. Get this idea inside ure head....U ARE NOT WANTED n WE ARE NOT INTERESTED!!


If u ureself cant get over it, that he hates u now, stop blaming n bad mouthing him to others. U've made a huge stupid mistake by bad mouthing him to me so pls, F***K OFF!! Go n get ureself a brand new mirror n look into it. Probably ure previous mirror is full of shits, thats y u cant see ureself in it. U go n look into tat mirror, u go n spot every single bit of ugliness in u, then u come n talk to me. Better still, go n pay up all ure debts to him first, then maybe i will lend u my listening ear for ure pathetic story n lies, out of sympathy.


And pls, u are not a bitch. It's a disgrace to all bitches if i were to call u a bitch. U are WORST than a bitch. U are a slut. U are the mother of all mother F**Ker.


Seriously, go n get ureself a new hobby.

Welcome back to me!! Just reached home todae n the time now is 8.12am. yah..most of u are still snoring in bed. Went to Johor yesterday wif my parents n my brother. I was forced to go back to my kampung. So yesterday, me n my mom left the house at around 6am. My small brother will tumpang on my father's bike. Only me n my mom will take the bus there. It's been so long since i use my passport again. haha...at least now i knoe how to go back kampung by taking the bus.


Should haf left the house earlier. Coz by the time we reach near the woodlands checkpoint, it jam like hell. The factory bus was already piling up n all vehicles are moving at 1 inch/hr. My n my mom decided to get down the bus n walk allllllll the way to the woodland checkpoint n from the woodland checkpoint allllll the way to the malaysian 'kastam'. And again, we were like cans n cans of sardines. For my mother she can only breeze through the crowd coz she's using malaysian passport. me....*sigh* i waited n waited for 1hr plus. The queue is so damn long n the officers were like taking their time to stamp the passport. I saw a few of them can even drink coffee while on duty. Chicken backside. I wan to die in the queue already n they still dare to sip coffee in front of me. Johor bahru haf not change a single bit. It is as flithy, smoky, n unpleasant as before. I'm so glad i'm living in s'pore. Malaysian bus are kinda scary too. I think the bus driver thinks tat he's driving a Formula 1. He speed like nobody's business n even if it' red light, he will still speed off. For awhile, i regret that i didnt write out a will before taking the bus.


After 2 hrs of thrill, we reached my kampong!! *safe at last*. Lost ohaf changed. No more 'atap' houses. Most are brick houses already, including my kampung. My parents build up another house just beside my uncle's, looks a little bit like a chalet kind of house. The house is all ready, only empty. There's only tv set, fridge, stove..n a few pillows n mattress. Which makes me wonder again, y did my father wants us to go back kampung so badly to see the house?


The place is nice lah overall. I dun mind going back there for a holiday, but it just need a few more touch ups n u can call it a home. We gt a cat there too. haha...he self adopt himself to us. My mom says that everytime if they go back kampung on weekends, the cat will 'magically' appear at our front porch. True enuf, after a few minutes when we arrive, a cat was sitting rite outside our doorstep. So cute, he kept on miao-ing for food. WEEEEEEE!!! now i gt 2 cats!!! When it rained yesterday, he ran into our house(like as if it's his) n slept at the corner.

Thats our new house!! Very the un-finished rite...

Our security guard. Will only accept payment in a form of Whiskers biscuits. I love the fur...like tiger like tat.

OUR kitchen. haha...yah...my father parked his scooter there coz he thinks tat it would look aunthentic with a broken scooter displayed in the middle of the kitchen.

This morning, had to wake up at 5am. My father is sending me back home on his bike. It was so fun to be riding on his bike early in the morning. There were no traffic at all and so even if it were red light, my father did the same stunt also, just speed off. But the roads were so dark...there were no street lamps. I just wonder how my father sees the road. By the time we reach the woodland checkpoint it was already 6.15am n again.....it was like sardines on motorbike. I've never seen so many motorbikes packed up before. There could be a thousand or more of us there. My butt was screaming out for help. I really feel like satnding up n do the hokey-pokey dance there...felt so cramp. Only at arnd 7.30am then we were able to pass through. It was home sweet home!!!

Next time, when the house is much more presentable n i'm confident enuf to not get lost in johor, i'll bring u guys along wif me to my kampung k!!


Later in the evening, we're having a bbq. Yippe!!! Without my parents at home, i feel so free!!!

Only one word to describe my day....interesting.
Went to IMH with Sita todae n as usual, we got lost for awhile. We didnt knoe where we were heading to actually but luckily it was the right way. So by the time we reach the hospital, frm far we could see a pool of white uniform students hanging arnd at the lobby.


Orientation was boring. Almost 3/4 of the day we were sitting in the lecture hall listening to a lady yakking. Then after tat, we were broken up into our different wards n were pushed to other instructor to continue with the yakking. I was most excited abt gng to my ward. So before we were brought there, most of us were like making fun n mimicking the ppl we were gng to meet later. Once we stepped into the ward, ALL of us were in total confused state, dumfounded, n frightened. A woman was shouting straight at us....one of them threw peanuts at us while our back was facing them.....another woman was throwing rags around n screaming some unknown language....another lady was trying to drink water frm a cup while jumping around. Now do u get the idea. It's totally different from wat u think it is. U might think that crazy people will only talk to the walls, to the fans, to the chairs, to the air. BUT NO!! They haf other hobbies too. Then while our instructor was giving us some instructions, a plump lady wif grains of rice stuck around her mouth came up to her n started crying. she said "i'm pregnant. i dun wan to be pregnant..i'm pregnant...". She was even holding onto her tummy. The funny thing is, she do haf a bloated tummy, so i guess tats y she thinks she's pregnant.


So my instructor tried to convince her tat she's not pregnant, after a while, somewhere around the corner, i heard another cry saying she's pregnant too. Really man...when u go into the ward, u just couldnt stop smiling n if u weren't in ure nursing uniform, ppl would haf thought tat ure one of them. For the remaining 1 and half hr, we just interact n play some games wif the patients. When u talk to one patient, i can bet u tat u dun ever wan to leave coz u just wan to listen more of wat they can tell u. I talk to this one lady, i ask for her name n she says she's a princess from Japan. She's waiting for her prince to come down to put the ring on her finger so that she can go and see other prime minister n slap their face. Then she says that her mother is the queen. She ask me who's the princess who recently comitted suicide. I said it was princess ajinomoto. Then she goes "AAAAH YES" like as if she knew her n that they use to be good frens last time before she stole her boyfriend. I was really entertaining myself.....


But hey, dun think that these ppl are stupid. Some are even more smarter than us. There was this auntie my fren was talking wif, i was just listening to their conversation. She was using all this "chim chim" words which i'm not even sure wat it means n she was like using a perfect english with us.....but it took me for while to realize tat her sentence didn't make any sense. It was something like "My haf 3 cats bull run extremely hard and very very thick soy sauce". u get it?? It was fluent n u are very sure that she's speaking english even by just listening to her first sentence, but there's no sense. My fren was like nodding n nodding n agreeing wif every single thing that she says, so tats y i was quite confused at first n wondering if i were hearing things correctly. So when i look at her face, she gave me one look, which then make me realize tat it wasnt me actually, it was that auntie. I couldnt stay there any longer coz if i did, i dun think i could control my laughter, so i proceeded to the next table, who's doing drawing n colouring.


I think i'm gng to enjoy this attachment for awhile. But at the same time, i'm sure i'm gng to get bored every now and then coz there's really nothing for us students to do other than playing wif the patients.

Standing up n queing for a phone for 2 hrs is a NO NO fun at all!! Susu finally wanted to get a new phone yesterday so we went to Compass point wif her mama to the M1 shop there. To our surprise, there were lots of ppl there n the M1 shop was totally packed by the time we gt there. The queue was already as along as a 4 meter snake.... Then we realised tat it was polling day, public holiday. No wonder got so many ppl. Susu mama joined the queue while me n susu went to get our attachment stuffs...just to safe time. Aboout half an hr later, we came back n she was still standing at the same spot. Ok..maybe she moved 1 step. 1 PATHETIC STEP!! after half an hour....man, something tells me it's gng to be a looooooong day. So we took over her place while she go n sit down somewhere to rest her feet n guess for how long me n susu had to queue...2 whole bloody hours!!! After 1 and half hr, my legs were already screaming for help. And i cant believe these ppl are willing to stand there for 2 hr plus plus just to get a phone. If it were me, i think i will just get the phone some other day...i couldnt be bothered to be a part time statue.


Then i understand y they were determined enuf to get the phone yesterday. The M1 had a promotion going on. So only for yesterday n todae, the phones were selling at a lower price, They haf discount for the lines too, n the accessories were also on sale. MAn....she's so lucky. I bought my phone, Motorola V3i, at $368 n yesterday when i look again at the price. it was selling at $298 i think. MAn!! wat a big difference!! For the lines they are all at almost half price. For example my suntalk 150, actual price is $25 rite, but if u sign up yesterday or todae, u'll only haf to pay $18 for 1 yr. A 512Mb memory card were selling at $47 instead of $90++. She was soooo lucky to get her phone yesterday.


U see, tats the problem. U never knoe when is the rite time or best time for u to get a phone. Coz one day, u might think/feel tat u are lucky to get the phone at a good price but when u come back the next day, they are selling it at an even cheaper price.


By the time we gt back to her place it was nearly 8pm and we havent' even cook our dinner. So the plan was to go straight to the kitchen n start burning the stove. It ws fun ah to be cooking together. Even Sarita, susu sister, wanted to join us when she see us cooking together. me n susu were the chopping masters, sarita was the cooker, n susu mama was the head of the chef. There were like 4 ladies in the kitchen preparing diner so our spaghetti took less than an hour for it to be ready. Feels so homely for a while. plus!! i get to try out a new receipe from hr mom. will try to make the spaghetti at home some day. It was really nice. And quite simple to prepare also. So i believe i wont burn my kitchen down the next ime i try to do it all by myself.


Starting my attachment tml. And i still haf not buy my socks yet. Feeling kinda lazy but wanting to get out of the house at the same time. My father forced me to go back to my kampung at johor next week. It's not tat i dun wan..i'm more than happy to go back to malaysia. But i'm having a bbq on sat nite wat. So since Friday isa public holiday, i'v already agreed to go back on Friday n come back home on Sat morning so tat i can go for the BBq at nite. This way, everybody wins. Moreover the bbq i've already told u weeks before abt it. It's not fair when u just wan me to cancel it so tat u get wat u wan. And even if i go back kampung, there's noting for me to do there. the rest of my brothers are not going, so it's only me, u n ure wife. So wat the hell am i suppose to do there or 3 whole days. Seriously, maybe if u just think a little bit harder, u might understand what i'm trying to tell u. By the way,i've already payed the money to the organiser, i'm not gng to back out from the bbq. whatever it is, u haf to handle ure own "king-of-the-house" power ureself.




My sister had just released her new album called "transkripsi". I wan to get it. but the only problem is i dun haf a werking cd player at home. So even if i get the album, i cant really enjoy it at home. But i will still get the album. Lots of ppl hate her n i still dunno y, but i hope they will stop all their criticising abt her. i mean, what did she do to deserve tat. just think abt it, while u are spending ure time happily accusing her n spreading rumours, haf u ever heard a single word of critic or "hina" abt u frm her?? So who's the mean one here, n who's the one who should be look down to. Anyway..watever it is, i'm still gng to get her cd. So another album to be added into my collection...whoopee!!!

I've been sick for exactly 1 week now. My nose haf been running non-stop, my throat is killing me n i'm running out of tissue at home. Serioiusy, i need a plumber to fix the leak, if not i'm gng to go bankrupt buying tissue every day. So one thing u should take note abt me, just in case u might haf to share a house wif me, i could use 8 rolls of tissue a day whenever i'm having a flu. n yes...it's ROLLS!! u knoe the toilet paper roll?? yup tats it. Coz if i were to use the tissue box, by the end of the week, my family could only afford to cook maggie mee for breakfast, lunch n dinner.


Going to Senkang wiff susu n her mama later. Need to get a few things for my attachment next week. Damn it...holidays are over now. Attachment satrting soon n there's no more holiday for me. It's like as if i'm really werking now. no fun at all..Going IMH next week. So if any of u guys wans me to say hi to any of ure frens who's satying there, feel free to msg me. I'm very sure they miss u so much.


I'm definately, positively allergic to cats.
Whenever i play wif my cat, rite after tat i get a block nose n start sneezing non-stop. N worst, whenever i bathe my cat, i get breathless, like an asthma symptom. MAN!! I CANT BE ALLERGIC TO CATS!! I'm a cat lady!! I love cats!! I MUST GROW OLD WIF CATS!! how am i gng to grow old wif cats arnd me when i'm allergic to their fur. not fair....


got to get ready now. susu mama is cooking dinner for me...n it's gng to be spaghetti. yum yum...

Went to gym wif Ais n susu this morning. This is like my second trip to the gym but my first time USING the gym. haha...met aisyah at the clementi mrt around 9.30am and headed to the Clementi Sports Centre. So when we reached there, there were a a group of elders doing some fan "dancing"/exercising routine there n susu wanted to join them coz she find it veri entertaining, n so we had to leash her up n drag her into the sports hall. It was our first time to use the clementi gym, so i felt like a tourist for awhile.


When we were finally ready to start using the gym equipments...again, my n su were like lost child in a room full of machines. We were like tagging behind our mother duck (tat is aisyah) n she was already doing her "thing", pumping some irons. Took us some time to stop feeling so akward n be brave enuf to just try out the machines. Ais was like our personal trainer. She thaught us the rite way to use almost every machine n to focus on which muscle for which machine. That really helps for me. The only bad side abt tat gym is tat, there's not many females there. It's like as if we went at the wrong time, like a "men's hr" time. I think i'm still not ready for gym yet. I'm still comfortable running arnd the stadium...but guys, dun worry, i will still join u guys if u still wans to go the gym.


Went to eat at Ginza PLaza. The food was really nice...i forgot teh name of the reastaurant but i knoe tat it is connected to Sakura. I love their TomYAm Seafood. The first sip was like heaven. Will bring my sayang to eat there soon. Wanted to watch a movie but by then, i tink we were too lazy n tired to go to a cinema. So we decided to just hang arnd at this bakery shop. Most of the time, Ais n susu were doing all the talking, i was pretty much asleep. Only for a couple of times i woke up n said a few sentences before gng back to sleep. haha...was really tired ah.


I think i put on 1 kg....i ate slightly more than wat my diet plan should be. going jogging again on Sat. maybe i should start forming a club. The "Weight Lost Desperados"...how's tat sound??

Went to Ijal's place again to do some exercising together but ended up me exercising alone while him snoring in bed (wif turtle). So here's the good news i wanted to tell u. U guys would haf known already rite that for the past few days i was on a very strict diet n haf been werking out quite a lot recently. And so for the past 4-5 days i couldnt weigh myself at home coz the stupid weighing machine broke. I've been DYING to see if there's any improvement in my weight. So just now.....i weighed myself on ijal's machine n guess how much weight i've lost in just 1 week.....3 KG!!!! wohoo!!! i've lost 3 KG!!I hope it stays there n not gain back on the next day. It better not. I will go histeria even if it goes up by 0.5 kg.


Then we went to watch The Wild. Big mistake. We shouldnt haf watch it when our eyes were already sleepy. So before the movie even starts, i was already shutting my eyes. But dun worry, even if i was half asleep, i was still listening n watching the show. Oklah...but it was more of "touchy touchy" kinda show rather than hilarious. Out of 5 stars, i give it 2. Still am waiting for the "Over The Hedge". Maybe that one will be a better movie.


Kk..before i forget. i owe u my terrible, horrible, dreadful, atrocious, unfortunate bad news. U see, ijal send me back home todae on his bike. so if u would haf try to recall back my life stories, my parents doesnt knoe abt ijal. MY FAMILY doesnt knoe abt ijal. I kinda hide him form them coz if they find out i gt a bf, they are gng to disapprove it n then start the whole slut calling names again. i cant stand that!! So i kinda hide the fact tat i'm wif ijal. Well actually, i think they knew abt him n just kept quiet until they found the rite time to "claw" me....like catching me red handed. So tats wat happened todae. I was on his bike n he was making a turn to my blk n unfortunately, my parents were coming frm the opposite side. And our bikes was just like a meter away frm my parent's bike. Man.....some badluck. So rite now, i'm just waiting for the attack to begin. They just gt home 15 min ago n not a single word said to me. It's killing me.... They knoe that i knoe that they saw me...so i guess they just wan to torture me more wif the hold up.


K guys..wish me luck k.


I'm Losing weight!!!


Feeling more sad rather than worried.....